remember me ; jikook

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   "Jimin!"

Jungkook opened his eyes, his forehead beaded with sweat. His breath came out quick, his heart beating fast, blood pounding in his ears.

Not again, Jungkook thought.

He's been screaming his name every single night ever since That One Fateful Day.

Jungkook sighed, and ran his fingers through his messy brown hair.
 
He missed him... Ever since Park Jimin left, Jeon Jungkook was broken.

Depression, self harm, attempted suicide.

Everyday, these things ran through his mind. No one can fix him.

Except him.

Jungkook always wondered what had happened to Jimin. He spent months trying to find him, but no luck. Jungkook sat in his chair and looked at his phone.

Ping!

  You have 1 new notification!

 curious, Jungkook slides open his phone.

I am alive, and I will find you, no matter what. I still love you, Kookie.

Jungkook widens his eyes, in shock, and drops the phone, landing with a soft thud.

There was only one person in this world who ever called him Kookie.

  Jimin?

-Flashback-

"Kookie!" Jimin giggled and grabbed Jungkook's hand, smiling bashfully.

Jungkook grinned happily, "Yah, ChimChim?"

"Come here, I want to give you something." Jimin blushed and sat Jungkook down next to him.

 Jungkook looked intently into his lover's eyes, waiting for what he had to say.

 "Okay," Jimin smiles and puts a ring on Jungkook's finger.

"I just wanted to give this ring to remind you that I love you. I'll never forget about you. You're the only one for me. You understand me, and nobody can make me feel like this. You're special Kookie. One of a kind. When I first met you, I saw the whole world. I hope you know that... Whatever people say about us, just remember that you have my heart."

Jungkook nodded, smiling through his joyful tears.

 "Please don't ever leave me because I don't know what I'd do without you. I know that I'm ugly, and short and chubby, but I need you. If you cry, I cry with you. If you laugh, I laugh with you. If you die, I die with you. I swear on this. And um, I've never done this so please don't laugh at my awkwardness..."

Jimin smiles and blushes, and bites his lip.

"Jeon Jungkook... will you marry me?"

Jungkook gasped in surprise, his heart and soul overwhelmed with such happiness.

"Of course Jim-"

And that's when everything was ruined...

"No! I WILL KILL YOU PARK JIMIN! How dare you go behind my back and do this?! I told you not to talk to that boy ever again!" His dad suddenly yelled, looking furiously at the two boys.

Mr. Park brought out a bat, spitting and fuming angrily at the sight of his gay son.

"No Dad! Don't!"

 -Present-

  Jungkook felt tears rolling down his cheeks, plattering softly like rain drops. He scolded himself. Jungkook told himself a long time ago to forget about those memories!

"You need to punish yourself, Jungkook, bad bad bad... told you to forget about him...." Jungkook started to quiver and shake.

He brought out a razor he always kept in his pocket and began to slash his wrists.

Bad Jungkook

Told you to forget

Jimin...

These thoughts ran through his head with every slash.

Little did he know that Jimin was keeping his promise at the moment, searching everywhere for the love of his life.