remember me ; jikook

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*sorry for not posting yesterday (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ I feel bad. But here's the next chapter*

•Jungkook POV•

I looked at Jimin again, and bit my lip worriedly.

"Can you please stop looking at him?" V huffed out in irritation.

I glared, "Get out if you don't want to be here."

Taehyung sighed, "It's just... Never mind."

I looked at him in curiosity. "What?"

"You don't pay attention to me. You keep looking at this... Dude or whatever, and you never asked once how I'm doing."

I rubbed my neck, "Its just... that this boy.. Well, I lo-"

I stopped when I saw Taehyung looking sad. I didn't want to break his heart. He was my friend, and I cared for him.

"I-I mean he was close to me. He was a really good friend. I mean... is a really good friend." I stuttered.

V looked up and patted my hand.

"I know, it must be difficult.. When he's in a coma and all... But, I just wanted to ask, did that kiss mean anything to you?" Tae asked, blushing.

I really didn't want him to suffer what I went through. And if that meant protecting Taehyung, then I must lie to him.

"Yes." I gulped.

I saw him smile and he leaned towards me to kiss me.

I just followed along, and let his lips go on mine. But, the thing is, I didn't want Taehyung. I wanted Park Jimin. The boy who I truly loved and felt for with all my heart. He is my everything, and life wouldn't be the same without him.

Taehyung slowly ended the kiss, and I had tears running down my face.

"What's wrong?" Tae asked, worried.

"Everything..." I whisper hoarsely, looking at Jimin once again.

I heard V groan in irritation, but once he knew I heard him, he changed his expression.

"Come come, give Tae Tae a hug." He asked smiling.

I felt myself grow in annoyance. Did he need to be so clingy? Especially at this time where Jimin was lying in a hospital bed, in a coma!

I sighed and slowly hugged Taehyung.

He giggled. "All better?"

I swallowed, and let out another lie.

"Yes."

But in fact, I wasn't okay. Not at all. Does anyone in this world understand the pain I'm going through? Or how hard it is to even fake smile and pretend everything is okay when its not?

Sure, Taehyung was a distraction, but I didn't want a distraction in the first place.

I wanted Jimin to wake up and leap into my arms, smiling. Everything isn't the same without my Jimin.

"Please Jimin... Don't you understand how much pain I'm in?" I murmur.

But I know he can't hear me.

When will he ever hear me again?