Love Games (Star Trek fanfic)

Regret

"I'm sorry if I kinda annoyed you yesterday with all that weird small talk."

I shook my head. "No. It's okay. Bones just said it was cause you didn't really know me."

He shrugged. "Yeah. Pretty much."

He walked next to me extremely close. I could feel he wanted to hold my hand or touch me in some way. But I wanted away. I wanted to go talk to Bones.

"I'm supposed to go to medical quick. Check up on the vomiting I did yesterday."

"Oh, yeah. No problem. Report back to the bridge when you're done." He gave me a smile.

I smiled back. "Will do." I walked ahead oh him and he grabbed my wrist.

"Hold on." He pulled me into him, wrapping his arm around my waist and another holding my face and he kissed me.

He pushed me into the wall and continued to kiss me. I kissed him back and held his face close. I felt a door behind me and I opened it. He pushed me in. There just so happened to be a bed. He continued to kiss me as he pushed me to the bed and I didn't fight back.

He took his shirt off and I stared at him. "Wow..." I was amazed at him body and he took my attention off it by sliding my dress off and kissing me again.

My hands made their way to his pants and unbuttoned them and slid them off.

He pushed me onto the bed and climbed ontop of me, unhooking my bra and pulling my panties down. Next came his boxers and we were ready. He never took his lips off mine. He was probably afraid I was going to object.

I wanted to stop him but I couldn't. I bit my lip and moaned. It was too late to stop now. He leaned down and kissed me as he moved in and out slowly at first but then faster and faster. His breathing got faster too, so did mine and we breathed into eachother's mouths. He didn't stop kissing me, but I didn't want him to.

I held his face to mine with one hand and gripped his side with the other. Faster and deeper he went before I felt it was time.

I let out a loud moan and he let out a slight grunt as we hit our climax. He locked his lips on mine as we finished up then rolled over on the bed, panting.

"Well then." He said, catching his breath.

"Yeah uh... Wow. That was unexpected." My breathing slowed.

"Very unexpected! But it was nice." He looked at the ceiling and smiled.

"Oh, yeah. Yeah. It was nice..." I wasn't lying but at the same time I was partially regretting.

I sat up. "I uh.. I've gotta go. I have... Something to do." I stood up and put my clothes back on.

He stood up and gave me a kiss before I walked out the door.

"What have I done?!" I questioned myself as I walked down the hall.

"I said I wouldn't sleep with him. I never.wanted to do that with him and I did." I had emotions of pleasure, passion, hate, regret all filling my body, mind and heart.

I rushed down the hall to medical. I needed to talk to Bones.

*Author's Note: More is coming. This isn't the end.*