Driven. (Zayn Malik Fanfiction.)

Chapter 10.

No, not now. Why! Why does my life always have to become the screwed up one!

I unlocked the door and a gush of the fall air had hit me.

"Hey,baby."

"Jason? You scared the day lights out of me!"

"Suprised to see me. I just wanted to check up on you. I knew you'd still be open, so I thought why not. But your door was locked so I had to get your attention."

I had to think of a way to get Jason fast and out fast.

"You can't be here I'm sorry. Please, leave."

I sounded cold my voice held no emotion to it.

"Lena,calm down. I'm here to take you home. Bus's aren't safe at this time of night."

"You're not listening to me. Leave. Now."

I really didn't want him to leave that bad, but if he stayed I know things wouldn't be pretty.

"What's up with you? Last night you called me, basically looking for comfort? Now you don't even wanna see me?"

"Excatly. I was just getting closure. That's all it was."

Jason was somewhat sensitive even if he wouldn't admit it. I knew those words would hit home.

"Are you serious?"

I could see Jason was becoming upset, just in the way his body was reacting to my words.

"Completely. Now get out! I don't want you here, can't you see that?" If I wanted him to leave I needed to come across stern and in charge..

"Fine. Don't ever call me again. Don't ever speak to me. You know what? Erase me completely from your pathetic life. I thought I'd be doing you a favor by coming here, guess not. You know if you'd stop feeling fucking sorry for yourself and live alittle, maybe I'd be different for you."

His words hit me like a ton of bricks,as if someone took a knife and a million little gashses on me. He knew everything about me, my first serious boyfriend. Someone I thought I loved. I let him in my world completely now he was using it all aganist me.

"J-jason I-"

"Save it. I could care less about your excuse."

With his final declare of words, he whirled himself around made way for the door.

"Jason! Wait! I can't tell you, I would if I could but I just can't. I'm sorry."

He scoffed at my terrible attempt of reconisliation.

He made reach for the door handle, and spoke his last words.

"Goodbye, Lena."

I felt like crying first he was so happy to see me, then he brought me down to feeling like an ant, then he gets all senitmenal.

I turned around and let a few tears fall from my face, I guess that what closure really is. It's like having to watch your favorite movie and you're brought to tears because its over and that's how it'll always be.

As I heard the bell atop of the door ring, I thought maybe Jason was back to apologize.

"Look I'm sorry I-."

"Sorry? Sorry for what, baby?"

There stood Mr. Big and bad himself. Zayn stood infront of me with a smug smile tugging at his thin lips.

"Hi, Lena funny seeing you here."

"Hilarious." I replied sarcastically.

"Oh you and your smart mouth, it's really starting to piss me off. We have time to work on that, so tell me did you complete my order."