Prologue

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(A/N: I don't know if you guys will like this or not... But it's worth a shot? Give me feedback on what you think about this...:) ~J~)

Prologue:

~*Third Person POV*~

"Hey babe!" Harry said walking through the dorm door.

"H-hi babe how was English?" Louis stuttered. Harry and Louis both seniors in collage and the year was almost over. They'd met when they were just freshmen in collage. They were roommates and became friends right away. Soon they became a couple and have been getting more and more loving by the days. Louis was slightly nervous because he was going to tell Harry a secret only him family knew. He was nervous Harry would want to leave him and be disgusted with him. Louis waited for years now to tell Harry incase they didn't last long. Harry had been Louis' second boyfriend since he /knew./ They hadn't had sex because of it and Harry never pushed Louis into it. Louis was very grateful for that.

"Eh, boring as usual. You okay, baby? You look a little, I don't know.. frightened?" Harry said walking over so sit on Louis' bed with him. Harry then pecked Louis' lips.

"Um, I kind of want to tell you something.." Louis replied, fiddling with his hands.

"Sure, what is it?" Harry asked putting a reassuring hand on Louis thigh.

"You promise you'll still love me as much as you do and you won't leave me because of it?" Louis asked tears starting to brim his eyes.

"'Cours, babe. You know I love you and I always will." Harry said searching Louis eyes for a sign of what he was going to say. But his eyes were clouded.

"I, um... I-Im, Im technically a girl." Louis said immediately looking down at his lap not wanting to see Harry's reaction just yet, he was so scared to see what would happen.

When no response came, a sob left Louis throat. Had Harry quietly left? Was he planning on it? Was he going to yell? Hurt him, even? He suddenly felt arms wrap tightly around him. Louis began sobbing into Harry's chest.

"Shh boo... It's okay, baby. Shh." Harry cooed.

"Aren't you- ma-ad? I-I've been ly-lying to you. A-and you're gay. I-I'm just a tra-tra-trans-gender." Louis chocked out between sobs.

"Lou, I love you so much. So much it hurts. I'm not going to let anything change that." Harry replied rubbing Louis' back trying to get his sobs to let up. Once Louis stopped crying he wanted to know more so he asked, "how long have you known, babe?"

Louis hesitated to respond, but did. "I was 14. When I knew for sure. I hated being a girl, hated myself so much. I told my mum and she took me to a doctor to help. I take hormone supplements. And use a tan wrap to hold down my boobs."

"Oh. Well, I don't hate you Lou. I still love you so, so much. And I'm actually proud that you trust me enough to tell me that." Harry hugged Louis tightly.

"Thank you so much. You're such a supportive boyfriend." Louis kissed Harry's cheek.

"So you haven't, like, gotten surgery for it?" Harry asked hoping it wouldn't offend Louis. Luckily, though, he understood.

"No, but I wanted to tell you this because after we graduate in a few months I want the surgery. I have enough money saved up now and I wanted to tell you before so it wouldn't be some surprise to you." Louis said looking straight into Harry's eyes.

"Thanks for telling me first. I want to support you all the way through the surgery. But, are you sure that's what you want to do?" Harry questioned, making sure.

"Yes, I've wanted to ever since I found out. Do you not want me to?" Louis was concerned for Harry's sake, now.

"No, babe! I mean- you can do it. I'll be there with you. I just.. was curious y'know. Want to make sure you truly want to do it."

"I do. I really, really do."

"Than I'll be there every step."

"I love you so much. More than you can imagine, Haz. So much more. You're so supportive, anyone else wouldn't have been."

"Well I'm not just /anyone/ am I?" Harry winked and Louis smiled.

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