Lauren P.o.v It was friday morning a week after i had been raped . I kept throwing up and peeing alot so everyone thought i was pregnant but i refused to get a test or go to the doctor because i didn't want them in my business . Another thing was we hadn't seen Money since last week and we were all worried about him .
" Lauren you need to go to the doctors " Chres said .
" No I'm not going to a fuccing doctor so shut the fucc up and sit that a_s down ! " I yelled .
" See that's how you know your pregnant and besides you don't know what Diggy could have had you need to go to the hospital " Chres stated .
" Yeah I can ask Tay to go with you if you want " Raquan said .
" First off who the fucc is Tay ?" I asked him .
" My side biitch " he said chuckling .
" Wait she work at playas club ?" I asked him .
" Yes ,why ?" he said looking curious .
" Nigguh that's my ride or die chick , and how you gone call her a fuccing side biitch you no d.ck having a- " I was cut off by Chres .
" Lauren you have the attitude of madea ,you eat like crazy ,you pee all day ,and plus you throw up every dame minute of the day . " Chres said .
" I'm getting about tired of all of you in my business I'm not with any of you so why does it fuccing matter ! Last time I checked neither of you were there when I was raped so just stay out of it ugh !!! " I yelled running up the stairs .
When I got in Chres's room I laid down and cried , I don't know what's going on with me I know I'm pregnant but I don't want to believe it and plus I'm developing feelings for Chres and I feel bad because I still love money and he still loves me this is all just stressing me out .
" Lauren ?" Chres said walking in .
" What ?" I said digging my head in the bed .
" You okay ?" he asked me sitting on the bed .
" Chres does it look like I'm fuccing okay ,I'm tired of life I'm so tired of it I swear I am " I said .
" Come on sit up let me tell you some things about my life " he said pulling me up by my arm and cuddling next to me .
" What you mean ?" I asked him .
" Just listen " he said wrapping his arms around around me .
" Okay " I said laying on his chest .
" Lauren I know what your going through and how it feels , I know how it feels to be raped or molested , beaten when you didn't even do anything wrong , jumped on the way home from school , put out of school and then turning to drugs trust and believe baby I know how it feels "he said looking straight .
" How Chres ?" I asked him .
" 10 years ago when I was 8 my mom , she took me and my sister to a foster home about 3 weeks later this couple adopted us at first they were nice but when I turned 10 they started treating us like animals . My foster dad would come home and beat me even when I didn't do anything then he would rape my sister after that started happening my foster mom would touch me and make me touch her and kiss her . Then when I finally made 13 me and my sister decided to runaway so we took a couple dollars from them and came here to Cali we didn't have money so I started selling and she was out prostituting . We started going to school for a year but it didn't work out cause people would mess with us and we'd get kicked out so we both jut dropped out . Then one day I woke up and she was gone the only thing I had just gone sometimes I think to myself would things be better if I was dead . " he said dropping a few sets of tears.
" My gosh Chres I'm so sorry I didn't know . " I said looking up at him .
" Nah it's okay ain't your fault . " he said looking down .
" Where's your real dad ?" I asked him quietly .
" Ion know probably dead I never met him " he said .
" Chres baby I love you , when I met you when had this sort of connection between us ,not a day goes by I don't think about us having a future I never really told a nigguh this and meant it but I care and love you ,I need you . " I said looking in his eyes .
" Lauren I need you to " he said kissing me .
He laid me down on the bed and got on top of me . We began making out and took his shirt off . I stopped him " Chres wait what if I am pregnant wont this effect the baby " I said . " No ill just use a condom . " He said . I shrugged and we continued as he started undressing me and him . He kissed my neck as I moaned in pleasure . He put the condom on and went to work .
*Raquan P.O.V
I was in the living room with the gang talking until I heard moaning and a bed hitting against the mall . To me it sounded like either Chres and Lauren was fighting or fuccing .
" Aye y'all hear that ?" I said looking upstairs .
" Hear what bae ?" Tay asked me .
" I think Chres and Lauren fuccing . " I said .
" Wait Lauren aka yummy ?" Tay asked sitting up .
" Yeah she already said y'all ride or die chicks ,blah ,blah ,blah . " Craig said rolling his eyes .
" I'm going see ! " Tay said hopping up .
" Hol' up lil mama see what ?" I asked her pulling her back .
" What's popping up there ,anyone coming " she said .
We all hopped up and followed her upstairs to there room . We put our eyes to the door and all we heard was pleasure being given . Tay giggled and I guess Chres heard cause he told us get the hell away from the door . We all ran giggling but I pulled Tay in a corner .
" Where you think you going ?" I said smirking at her .
" Downstairs ,why ?" she said smiling .
" Because I wanna talk to you about last night . " I said .
" Look Raquan save it ,I understand she's your girl and all but look I'm not gone continue this side biitch shiit so either me or her you choose . " she said .
" Tayy we went through this already I told you , I love the both of you and it's hard to choose between someone's whose been there since day 1 and someone I just met . " I said looking in her eyes
" Wait hol' up I was there since we was 5 years old playing with dame toys where was she during all that huh ?" she asked .
" But we weren't together " I said .
" Just remember this no biitch will do you like I do you " she said walking away .
Tay was right she was always there , she took me in when I ain't have no where to go ,lift me on the ground and she still here I have to admit she one of the realest biitches out there . But I love her and Majestic both .
Yall I was short on time and this was written last night so imma just publish it sorry if its sucky
