Lauren
I had just got off the stage and went into the locker room . I put my shoes in the locker and went into an empty room and cried . I was so tired of everything that was going in my life I just wanted to give up .
" Aye Mami what's wrong ?" Maliah asked me closing the door .
" Nothing I'm okay " I said trying to wipe away all evidence that I was crying .
" Dont lie to me girl ,what's wrong ?" she asked sitting next to me .
" Maliah , I'm stressing man I ain't got no where to go and I'm not making enough money here" I said crying .
" Look Lauren imma tell you like this the only way to get what you want is by giving what you were born with , it's time that you use what's in between you to get what you want " she said placing her hand on my shoulder .
" What do you mean ?" I asked her .
She reached into her bag and pulled out a small bag with some white powder stuff in it ,my eyes grew big because I finally realized what it was .
" I mean you need to get out on these streets and spread them legs " she said sniffing the cocaine and lifting her head up so it wouldn't fall out .
" Maliah what the fucc are you doing and what do you mean you want me to be a prostitute or something ?! " I yelled looking at her .
" I'm snorting coke what does it look like and second of all that's the only way you make it in the streets babygirl . " she said .
"Is that what you are ?" I asked her .
" Yes I'm a stripper and prostitute and let me tell you something I get paid big time doing both " she said chuckling .
I looked down and back up at her " what do I have to do to be one " I asked her .
" You can come with me on the corner tonight ill show you " she said .
" Okay . " I replied to her .
" Aye you want some of this ?" she asked me waving the cocaine bag in my face .
I looked at him for a long time and finally agreed to sniffing it . I sniffed some and threw my head back and it all went up my nose I knew what I was doing was wrong but maybe this is the start of a new life for me .
" You like it ?" she asked me smiling .
I nodded my head as she checked her watch .
" Aye we gotta get to the corner this is the usual time nigguhs start coming in " she said said up .
We got up and left the club ,we walked all the way to this big main corner with a bunch of liquor stores , night clubs , and dark alleys . When we approached the corner I seen a lot of half dressed girls reaching inside men's vehicles and getting in .
" Okay I'm going to show you how it's done " Maliah said .
" Alright " I replied back to her .
She walked over to this mans girl and leaned in to talk to him , as I stood there watching and listening to everything she was saying .
" Yeah daddy how much you paying for ?" she asked him winking .
" $10 bucks for an hour " he said smiling .
" When you get more money then holla at me okay . " she said getting up walking away .
He rolled his eyes and pulled away as she came back over to me .
" You seen how I did that ?" she asked me .
" Yes I did . " I said looking .
" Alright now it's your turn go talk to the one in the black car . " she said pointing to car with a man staring at us .
I walked over to the car and leaned in ,I began talking dirty to the boy as he bit his lip ,he told me to get inside but I waited for him to give me a price .
" $200 for the night " he said biting his lip .
" Aight " I said going on the other of the car getting in .
I got in the car and he drove off , I have to admit I was feeling nervous and weird I really didn't want to do this but I had to in order to get paid and stop roaming the streets all night living in an abandoned house and ish .
" So what's your name ma '" he asked me .
" Yummy well that's my street name ,and yours ?" I asked him glancing over to looking at him .
" Diggy and since your yummy I wonder if you taste like it " he said smiling
I chuckled as he pulled into the driveway of his home ,something about his name seemed familiar though I just can't see what . We got out and entered his home . He dropped the keys on the counter and guided me upstairs into his bedroom .
" You like yummy ?" he asked me getting close to me .
" Yeah it's good " I said tensing up .
" Good cause I like to please a woman " he said kissing me .
I kissed back as he picked me up and placed me on the bed . He took his clothes off as I sat there and thought about if I should do this or not . When he was done undressing he climbed back ontop of me and took my bra off and began kissing my neck .
" Wait .. Wait I can't do this " I said trying to get up .
" What you mean you can't do this ?" He asked me looking in my eyes .
" I mean I can't have sex with you I'm sorry I'm just not this type of girl ." I said finally sitting up .
" Look Biitch I didn't bring you here for nothing so we fuccing ! " he said pinning my eyes down .
" Let me go what are you doing ?! " I said trying to get out of his grip .
He slapped me then pulled my underwear down , I couldn't believe I was actually going to get raped I knew I shouldn't have did this dumb shiit and worst of all I think I'm about to faint from that cocaine shiit .
" Biitch be still !! " he said .
" Please don't just please " I said crying .
He stuck it in hard with no warning and began going in an out of me as I cried . He was to big and he hurt to much . As I lied there he was looking in my eyes like I wanted this or something .
" Say my name biitch " he said wrapping his arm around my neck .
" No . " I said crying looking at him .
" Biitch I said say my name ! " he said punching me .
" Diggy . " I said clenching my eyes in pain .
" Louder ! " he yelled .
" Diggy ! " I yelled crying louder than before .
He reached his orgasm and cummed in me as he began breathing heavy as I just lied there blank no emotion no nothing . He rolled off of me and laid next to me . I sat up and tried leaving but he pulled my arm and laid me back down .
" Lay down your not going anywhere until tomorrow " he said laying me down .
" Please I have to go I don't wanna be here " I said .
He pulled my hair until my ear was by his mouth . " Biitch I don't care what you want your staying here with me tonight " he whispered in my ear .
I laid by him and covered my face as he stared at me and soon drifted off to sleep ,when he fell asleep I got my stuff and ran . I ran out his house and all the way to a familiar street . I began feeling dizzy and soon I fainted right on the sidewalk .
Maaaan ion like this chapter but I had to create something to bring the surprise in so y'all la babies better like it !
