Alannah Miller (On Hold)

Chapter Nine:

Alannah's POV:

Death was so sweet... It numbed all the pain I felt to the point were it felt it wasn't there anymore, or as if it had never existed. It'd been hours since I left but it felt more like days... Weeks or even months of miserable pain. Why is it that your first love, the one you felt was your soul mate, hurts the most when it should feel like the sweetest? I wish I was dead now when only moments ago I felt like life could be no better. I know I might sound exaggerating but Samuel was my first crush and I really could do nothing else, felt nothing else but to cry and to think of one song that kept playing over and over in my head. What song? Well "Every rose has it's thorn" by Guns And Roses of course. Not much later I began to sob and my legs went numb causing me to collapse on the ground where i later found a tree hole to sleep in. It wasn't much but it was shelter and it only took a couple minutes to get adjusted to it, so you can understand why it was so easy to fall asleep in.

12:45

As if thing couldn't get worse I woke up to a rustling sound in the distance. After a while I said"hello is someone there"?. I waited for a response before layering sighing "Samuel if that's you please leave me alone I don't want to talk to you" a man slowly stepped out from the bushes, he was tall and pale, his hair and clothes made him look like a mysterious yet terrifying being. "no my name Alec, Alec Watson. If you don't mind me asking what's your name and who's this Samuel you're speaking of?" The man said, I look down a little still not in the mood for talking but I speak anyways and say " my name is alannah miller and Samuel... Well, he's nobody". The man looked at me sorta confused before slowly moving a little closer, "well he doesn't sound like he did you any good if you don't want to talk to him or talk about him. Also miss your name sure does fit you, it's pretty, how'd you get such a name?" He later spoke after sitting next to me. " I don't know actually but thank you " I smile weakly at him as a kindly gesture but it was if he could see right through it. "This Samuel boy has really hurt, hasn't he? I can see it in your eyes. If you don't mind me asking, what'd he do? " I wanted to tell him that I didn't mind and tell him the story but truth be told it hurt like he'll and I did mind telling him. He later spoke "I understand it's ok you don't have to tell me" when he was done I looked at him and hoped that he could just see what it was like he'd seen with all the other emotions but he just gave me sad look too and stood up. "Look I've got a place you can hang at miss, it's not much but it's a place to stay if you're interested ", I nodded and said "thank you a lot Alec, it's really nice of you." Before following him to his humble home.