Fake your death

He lives

Grey's food arrived and he ate all of it in 10 minutes of course he asked me if i wanted any I said no, i wasn't really hungry I don't know why I just wasn't hungry the doctor walked in and said

"Well in about 15 minutes it'll be time for your surgery." His eyes widened he looked over at me with terrified eyes he's heard of something going wrong in surgery, I walk up to him and told him 

"It's going to be okay." i said
"Are you sure?" he asked
"I'm sure." I hugged him, he sighed
"I'm ready."
"Can you stand?" The doctor asked
"I don't think so."
"Could you try please?" Grey got off his bed and tried to stand but almost fell i caught him
"I gottcha,I won't let you fall." I told him 

"I'll go get a wheelchair." the doctor said. He left the room and i sat Grey on a chair and sat down beside him, he leaned his head on me and said

"What if it fails?" he said I felt his hot breathe on my neck
"Don't say stuff like that."
"I'm sorry I'm just scared."
"You'll be fine."
"I love you Avril." did he just say he loves me?
"If you don't feel the same I understand." I have a feeling something i haven't had since Chad am...am I falling for him "Grey we can't, you're too young."

 "We're 15 years apart, what do you not love me?"

"It's not that its just doesn't the law say you can't date anyone five or ten years older than you?"
"No, it says you can't have sex or get married until I'm 18" He's 16 I don't want upset him but i don't want to get in trouble with anyone but I do love him I thought about it for a sec it would be nice to date him he seems nice
"That being said Avril Ramona Lavigne will you go out with me?"
"Yes, MacKenzee I would love that." his eyes widened I don't think he expected me to say yes 
                                                            Greys' pov
She said yes! I started to feel happiness I kissed her on the cheek
"I love you Avril."
"I love you too Grey, I hate to see you like this its my fault."
"No its not I would save you anytime you were in trouble you're my idol i cried when i heard you had lyme disease." I put my hand on hers 

"Grey, Here's your wheelchair." the doctor said while walking into the room Avril helped me up and sat me in the chair. 

"So doctor how long will this be and will I be awake?"  

"Not long and no you will be asleep." I started to pray we got to the surgery room they got me out of the chair and put me on the table 

"Grey, its going to be okay." Avril said. They give me something to drink i guess to knock me out and they ask Avril to leave she left the room and I fell asleep 

                                                                                      Avrils' pov 

Is he going to be okay? I kept asking myself, 'he's going to be fine Avril' i finally said, I had his phone and I was scrolling through it and it had pictures of his old girlfriend she looks cute and very beautiful i saw some of his videos i didn't look at them but one caught my attention it was a thumbnail of me i started watching it 

"I'm only doing this to get it out of my system it's about my idol my crush Avril Lavigne I have feelings for her and some are sexual feelings i was always bullied for listening to her, people calling me gay it hurt me i was almost going to stop but i kept holding on to my strength I love you Avril Lavigne what the fuck am i kidding she won't see this." My heart sunk he got bullied for listening to me but he didn't stop listening to me he'd rather get his ass kicked than stop listening to me 30 minutes went by and the doctor walked out with Grey. Grey ran up to me a hugged me "He's ready to go home." I started to pay him but he said "No need free of charge."