I'm currently throwing up my food.
"Irika, that's the fifth time you've done that today, what's wrong" Pein asks.
Pein doesn't know that I'm depressed, anorexic, that I cut, all he knows is my dad died, but he has to find out sooner or later.
"I....I have issues" I struggled saying.
"What kind of issues" he asks.
"I'm anorexic, depressed, and I self harm" I say showing him my wrists.
"No wonder you've been throwing up every five seconds" he says.
Phew... he understands.
"Get out" he says.
"What, why" I ask.
"Because, your a freak" he said, picking me up by my collar and throwing me outside.
Now where am I supposed to go? I can't live with Pein or Gaara, and all the other villages hate me.
I walk over to a swing and sit on it.
Why do I have to be a freak? Why? Out of the millions of people in the world, the specifically had to choose me to have problems.
"Are you okay" I hear someone ask. I look over and it's Gaara.
"I'm fine" I say, avoiding his glance.
"Why do you avoid me" he asks.
"Because, I can't trust you" I said.
"How can I earn your trust" he asks.
"If you can manage to make me feel wanted and not worthless, then I'll trust you" I tell him.
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Only For Myself
FanfictionIrika Uchiha has a horrible past with the sand village that she wants to be erased. But when Gaara himself comes to take the Chunin exams, will her past repeat itself? WARNING: I DO NOT OWN NARUTO!!!! I only own this things I create in this book.
