Poetic Vato

Hate/Love situation

I think I did it, gone forever shouldn't that be a benifit ?
You were a center of my pain the reason I sat alone in the rain your heart was good but then you pushed me away it's been a bad day I needed you most kept my heart closest to you but, it seemed like you had better guys than me to talk to, was it me or was was I just being played in your reality I've pushed you for good away from me but, I still can't think it wasn't meant to be we laughed and fought but we had biology.....
Explain to me, why did you have to break my knee why did you do that when it WAS meant to be....