chapter 5: I realized I like the feeling of pain

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Jayde p.o.v.

After I did the big speech to Hailey I disappeared I don't know how I was just thinking of all the bad things they did to me and all of a sudden I wanted to go to my new pack but I forgot my guitar again so I'm going there again tomorrow than pack some stuff and leave forever I want my mom to come with me but she have to take care of the people that live in the main house.
Ted, "jayde?"
Jayde,"yeah."
Ted,"how did you do that?"
Jayde, "I don't know how."
Ted, "the jack alpha can teach you to control your eyes."
Jayde,"screaming."
Ted,"screaming."
Jayde, "I can't breathe."
My chest hurts I don't know why I tried to gasp for air but it just got worse and worse. I look at Ted he's face is pale.
Jayde, "TED NO TED ALPHA JACK!!!!" I tried to scream it worked I saw a group of werewolves than there was a big pain in my stomach.
Jayde, "SCREAMING!!!!!" echoed through the whole town.
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Flash back

It was me and Hailey we were talking.
Hailey, "do you know how much I hate you,I hate you to another country."
Jayde, "I hate you around space and back."
Hailey, "lets have a fight to see who's the strongest ok go."
Jayde,"I didn't say I wanted to!!!"
I turned into a wolf.
Hailey, "no human form freak."
I turned into human. I saw a gun in her hand.
Jayde. "NO!!!!!!"
She shot me in the gut, arm, and leg. Blood splattered everywhere.
She had a spoon too. She run up to me and tried to carve my eyes out.
Jayde, "screaming."
I kicked her in the gut I grabbed the gun and tried to shoot but I wanted to keep it so I just ran away with the gun, limping leg. Holding my gut.
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I woke up I looked around I saw everyone but Ted is he still alive.
Jayde, "Where's Ted?"
Jack alpha, "he's in another room."
I got up and said "I forgot my gun and guitar."
Jack alpha put his arms around me and we disappeared we ended up in my bed room my window was still open. I closed it, grabbed a back pack I put my gun in it and some clothes, minor, knife, and my guitar. My room only had one thing left my pic of me, my dad, Ted and mom I grab it quickly and walk into the hall. I saw my mom with a sword in her I "screamed." Jack alpha grabbed me so I couldn't run to her then I stopped trying I just cried on him.
Jayde, "why why I was gonna ask her to come with me but now she's dead." I said in a crying voice.
Maybe that's why it hurts we disappeared again I was still crying.
I saw hunter he looks cute so I stopped crying.then I realized they killed my father how could they have Ted. Maybe Ted was lefted behind when my mom forgot about him.
Jayde, "How can I trust your pack THIS PACK KILLED MY FATHER."
Alpha Jack, "you can trust us we know what you've been through." He said trying to be so kind.
Jayde, "YOU KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH HAVING SOMEONE SHOOT YOU THREE TIMES, TO HAVE DEAD PARENTS, TO HAVE EYES THAT YOU CAN'T CONTROL, TO BE BEATEN IN TILL YOU ALMOST DIE, TO NOT BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE."
I dig through my bag grab a knife I packed and stabbed my arm.
Jayde, "do you know how this feels like it,it feels good IM SO USED TO PAIN THAT IT FEELS GOOD."
I realized I like the feeling of pain.
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Thx for reading my bunny just  literally die I'm crying.
Plz tell me if there's any mistakes thank you.

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