It Takes You And Me.

Chapter 6

Maddie...

Im with my boyfriend
Yup, may boyfriend ako ndi nga lang kami masyadong nakakalabas dahil busy siya may restaurant na siya at kailangan niyang asikasuhin un and to my part naiintidihan ko namn yun pero minsan naiinis rin ako kasi kahit kailan ndi niya pa ako pinipili over his work

Kapag kailangan ko siya sasabihin niya na mas kailangan siya ng resto kaya ayon laging si therese lang ang kasama ko kung hindi nman ay si jho namn ang kasama ko

Ngayon nga rin eh busy siya kaya lang may kailangan daw siyang sabihin at mas maganda nman daw kung sa personal niya ito sasabihin kaya ayon kahit may lakad pa kami ni jho eh mas pinili kong pumunta dito

Syempre boyfriend ko yan ehh at ayokong maranasan niya kung ano ung nafi-feel ko mahal ko siya... mahal ko si marco at ayokong magalit siya sakin

"Mad-b-babe, i'm sorry"

"Hey!! You dont need to say sorry..I know you're busy babe"

"Yup,Im too busy babe and that's the reason kung bakit ndi na tayo nagkikita masyado"

"I understood naman ehh"

"You'll be better if i set you free babe"

Ndi ko alam kung ano ibig sabihin nun at kung tama ba ang aking narinig

Mahal ko siya at mahal niya ako pero bakit ganon bakit may balak ata siyang makipaghiwalay sakin

He held my hand and start talking

"Mads, you know how much i love you.right?"

Tumango lang ako sakanya

"And i think mads, you deserved to know the truth.
Okay mads, i want you to know na ikakasal na ako."

"What? To whom?
So you mean.. i'm not the only one?"

"You're the only one mads,
And it is just an arrange marriage"

"Kelan pa marco?"

"Last year pa mads"

"Last year mo pa alam na ikakasal ka tapos ngayon ka lang makikipagbreak"

"Mads,i dont want to lose you"

"Pero wla nman tayong magagawa diba, mawawala at mawawala parin tayo sa isa't isa"

"Mads im sorry"

"Shut it up"

After hearing it all ay umalis na ako i dont know what to do

Our relationship last for 2 fucking years tapos wla ito lang ang mangyayari dapat matagal palang sinabi niya edi sana naka-move on na ako ngayon

I went home.. i just want to lay on my bed and think of happy thoughts maybe in this way i can moved on faster and be a stronger me

I just can't believe that my boyfriend for 2 years will be married sooner or later but what's worse is, it's not me

bea

We're home and i am currently looking at the window naalala ko kasi ung sinabi ni kief kanina and i can't believe naman kasi na seryoso tlaga sakin si thirdy like bakit ako maraming iba jan oh bakit hindi na lang sila

Tsaka mas deserving naman ung iba jan ahhh like si mae nalang o kaya si marge

Tsaka bakit naman siya nag-iipon para sa bday ko halos ndi na daw kasi un kumakain eh tinanong ko naman kung totoo ba yun and he said na totoo namn daw yun dahil kailangan niya daw tlagang pag-i-punan ang birthday ko dahil special daw ako

Like me? Special? You mean..Special child..hahahahha

Wag ako..alam kong mahalaga ako sakaniya syempre ako paba sa ganda kong toh...chossss.. pero ndi niya nman kailangan gawin un ah.. grabe lang ahh pag-eeffort niya

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