Skyrim playthrough

WHAT THE GLOB IS HAPPENING

So as I was watching myself get my head chopped off, a big dragon flies in and bam! The executioner is dead. I was like yaaa! But then I realized that the dragon was attacking and I died inside. All the sudden when I was running up the castle tower thing I noticed that I picked up a weapon and I went to the menu and I looked at the Items and went to weapons and found it. It was a steel war hammer. I looked at it and thought wow this weapon is boss. Later to find out that It was terrible.

So then I noticed the skills menu when ever I went back into the main menu and went into it and looked at it and didn't know what was happening at all. I mean like just looking at it for the first time and seeing all the skills to upgrade and said in my head, " NEVER ENDING!" So I beat the mission and went to the next beat it and now I was in my favorite town, WHITERUN. So I relaxed there for a wile and looked back at what I did and thought, this will never end.