Written by @writing_dumplings submitted to me on May 25 almost two years ago. Im so sorry.
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Dear friend,
this will be the last time writing/talking to you.
I'm being dragged into this pit of madness,
I drowned in my tears wishing you would save me.
I filled my heart with hate.
I screamed when nobody was there.
But my precious friend i care so much for, i can't go on like this.
I'm burning, my soul is rotting.
I don't know if i can go back to the person i used to be, i have no idea how.
But my beautiful friend,
you're the one who got me here in the first place,
here in this pit of madness.
You put me here and leaving me to die.
Only to returning when you needed me.
Now i don't want you,
i don't need you anymore.
I learned how to swim and so did my demons,
they showed me how to handle with people that hurt me.
I learned that loving just causes trouble
and that i shouldn't be the one getting all the hits.
I'm finally realising that i don't have to be how society want me to be.
I know I shouldn't have done that, giving you my heart again.
They tell me my voices are wrong but they seem so right.
Please, my dear friend don't cry and don't weep.
I'm only going to make you GO TO SLEEP.
