FAT(s.m)

Breath

Day ONE

I wake up and take in the fresh air i get up and look in the mirror "fat" i say to my self i touch all my fat 

on my legs and jiggle it "ha, i'm go fat" i say laughing (my fatness kinda brings me joy)  my phone starts to ring i look at it and see that i got and text from and unknown number 

TEXT:

UNKNOWN_good morning worthless bitch um, the army called they said you were using up to much 

air so we had to make some cut we were hoping that you would kill your self cus your just a 

waist of air and it will make everyone's life better.

END OF TEXT

I through my phone across the room then i looked in my closet and get dressed i put on lot of 

makeup to hide the ugly face under then i comb out my hair i run down stairs and grab my 

backpack and open the door when i hear "hun aren't you going to eat and do you have you phone 

with you" my mother yells i just roll my eyes go up stairs. i get my phone and run out the door

(i don't need food today or ever... i'm fat enough) i walk to school (i need the exercise) when i hear 

someone yell "DAMN DANIEL BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THEM WHITE VAN'S" i look to see who it was sure 

enough it was my fellow plus sized best friend "NATE" i yell the i run towards him "wow hun don't 

pull a muscle" someone says as i run towards him "hey girl so guess what" he tell's me making a 

face "what" i say making a weirder face "i have a girl friend" he tells me i laugh "i guess fat guys 

are attractive these days" he say i slap him "your not eating again?" he asked me 

*FLASHBACK* 

I fall on the floor then i hear someone yell "cat" i see Nate's face but then i don't, this happens 

repeatedly then people start to grab me and pull me up but i fall on the floor again "get this girl

some food" someone yells "Ha, that's the last thing that fat ass needs" then i felt water... no. spit on my face .

"bitch" then someone comes over "hey, stop. give her a chance you don't know why shes like that" 

then everything goes black

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"hey cat...earth to cat" Nate snaps "um..what" i say then the bell rings 

Day Two... 

I wake up  and look for my phone but its no were to be found then i her someone sobbing "shit...MOM" i say 

"why didn't you tell me" she says as i walk into her room to find her cuffing my phone "mom its  nothing i can handle it" 

i say she shakes her Head "we're going to get you skinny" she tells me 

(what the hell not even trying to comfort me ugh some mom) she hands me my phone then walks to the kitchen.

"one meal a day" she tells me i just nod "and your going to a gym" (oh this day is just great *note the sarcasm*) 

i nod in response "and no snacks" then she gets out soda 

"here put this in you backpack and if your ever hungry. drink this" she say handing me  diet soda i take it then place it on the counter 

"now go get dressed" she tells me "wait mom how did you know that diet soda.." i say looking down

"well Hun, i use to be in your shoes  and now look at me" she says shrugging i nod and go upstairs 

"what the hell just happened" i whisper then i grab my phone and see that i got a new message 

TEXT:

Unknown_hey fatty damn girl your so fat...you should really kill your self 

Unknown_you think you could find out who i am well that's pathetic because i am many people.

Unknown_we are a group. no a union of people who don't like you 

Unknown_pretty sure your going to hell because god doesn't want fat people in heaven

End of TEXt

I shut off my phone and got ready. trying to ignore what they say i grab my backpack and phone then i start walking to school 

Day Three...

I walk to my locker with Nate when his girlfriend comes up to us "hey" she says i smile "hey" Nate 

says pulling her into a hug. they cudle for a while till the bell rang then i walked to class. when i get

rammed into a locker "damn girl your so fat i took three people to do that" someone said but i just 

kept walking i finally got to my new first period class (choir) i walk in take a seat when they start to take 

roll call. so i wait and listen for my name then someone sits next to me (wow that's the first time 

someone sat next to me with out being forced or saying something mean)I look and see 

that is a boy "hey" he tells me i just smile in responce then i hear my name "CATHRIEN" "hear" i say

the i teacher motion for me to come up "okay" i say i pop up and go to the front of the classroom 

"sing for us please" the chior directr say i nod and sing and Adell song 

These days when I see you
You make it look like I'm see-through
Do tell me why you waste our time
When your heart ain't admitting you're not satisfied
You know I know just how you feel

I'm starting to find myself feeling that way too

I only sing a part of the song then i walk to my seat  then the boy next to passes me a not that 

said "can we be partnress for the project" i looked at him like he was crazy but then the teacher

started to talk about and up coming project so i noded my head yes in responce 

then the bell rang as i walked to class i could feel my air thining then i fell on the floor i had to gasp 

for air this time i only got little air then i saw nate i touched him he looked at me and his eyes 

widend "CAT" he said then i gasped again but this time i got no air i was freaking out i was 

moving uncontroulbley then every thing turned pich black