Not A Fan(Niall Horan Fanfic)

ch. 16

SOO my last chapter nobody commented and barely any people read :( i thought it was a lot better than chapter 15......oh well. well anyway can someone at least vote! Im not asking for comments since I really dont deserve them because my book isnt very good but votes please? At least 1....

Heather/Courtney

Niall just looked at me with a pained expression. How could he say that? I thought we were actually getting somewhere but he goes and asks me how he fell in love with Valerie? What the hell! "Niall..what do you mean 'how did I fall in love with Hannah"? He just looked at me and couldn't speak. I waited patiently but no words were coming out. Finally he licked his iips and cleared his throat. "Courtney..I didn't mean it like that. You know I didn't". I wrinkled my face up in confusion. "What do you mean Niall. Please tell me". He took a deep breath before continuing. "Courtney I don't mean that I am still in love with Hannah. I mean yes she does come into my thoughts every once in awhile but ever since I met you"- "cut the crap. I don't do the 'ever since I met you' thing so don't even try". He sighed and shook his head. 

"Courtney no. Please just let me speak. Ever since I met you, I have been happier and Hannah is almost never on my mind again. You've made me realise that everybody moves on and it's my turn. Valerie has moved on and so should I". I bit my lip and looked down. He has it all wrong. "She's not over you Niall" I croaked. "well I am over her". This still wasn't making sense though. 

"But I just said that love doesn't exist". He laughed bitterly. "Stop being so jaded. Obviously it does since I once upon a time fell in love with this awesome girl named Hannah. But now I am over her and I really think I like this girl". I smirked as he said that. "And who exactly do you think that girl is"? 

"You". Everything froze into place at that moment. If I was to be told this a month ago befpre I met One Direction, before I died, that I would end up falling for one of the boys, I would have cursed you and kicked you where the sun don't shine. If you were a girl I would have kicked you other places. But right now here I was standing in front of Niall James Horan as a ghost trying to get him to go into the darkness with me so we can save Valerie and go into the light. 

grab him and join the dark side. We have cookies. A voice inside my head kept talking to me and I had no idea where it was coming from but some spark in my body was telling me to keep going. I needed to be with my new best friend. I'm coming Val. I'm coming. 

Niall stared at me and smiled. I smiled back and reached out to touch him again. I walked in closer and got so close to where my mouth was only milimetres away from his ear. I thought it over if I should say what I was about to say or not and I decided for it. The evilness was coming back and I couldn't stop it. I needed my friend back. "Niall. True love doesn't exist". He pushed me off of him and mumbled something before walking away. I smirked and chuckled. What am I doing? I need him to love me! I started walking towards him like a lost puppy. 

"niall I'm sorry. I just don't really think true love exists". Apparently he was sick of me saying that. "Heather if true love doesn't exist then tell me what I felt for Hannah. Tell me what true love is if it wasn't that. If true love didn't exist then please tell me why I think i'm falling for you". I blinked in surprise at what he just said. He was falling for me? When? How? Did we really know each other enough to be falling in love? I mean sure, for me it felt like forever but for Niall it has only been a few days. How could he be falling for me? Much less in love. 

I didn't know what to think of it so I said the word that I regretted 12 seconds after I said it. "You're lying. You don't like me. Or love me"! I seethed. My anger obviously coming out. He turned around fuming at me and he walked dangerously close to me. "You're right Heather. I don't love you. I don't love you. You mean absolutely nothing to me. That's why I cried when you died. Because you don't mean a thing to me and you never will. Get the hell out of my life. Go do what ghosts do and it better not be bothering me".