Unleashing her Mask

Chapter 1

"Baby, you should wake up now, male late ka sa school. This is your first day so please, be a good girl and your breakfast is already ready downstairs. I'll wait you there, go and take a bath."

That was my yaya, ang nag-iisang kasama ko sa bahay. I'm living in a mansion pero dalawa lng naman kami aside from those maids and my bodyguards. Ang lungkot, it's so boring. Nilibot ko ang aking mata sa loob ng kwarto ko, mula sa karpet, mapa couch, mapa kama, mapa ceiling at lahat ng gamit sa loob, Yes, it is all expensive, every single thing here is expensive.

Wayback in elementary, my classmates told me that I am lucky.
I answered them back, "I'm not lucky, yes, I have everything, I can buy anything I want, everything I wanted but do you think it was enough? Hell no! I lost my parents, I have no other family aside from them, even my grandparents are gone. How can I live without them? Si yaya na lang ang natira sa akin and I don't know what to do kung mawawala pa siya. Kaya galit ako kay God dahil kasalanan niya kung 'bat ako naging ganito. You all hated me 'cause I am bad, but you can't blame me for being like this!" I shouted.

I don't have to work 'cause my future is already secured. 'Di ako mamamatay ng gutom, pero kahit ganon, I feel so incomplete pa rin. At home, in front of yaya, mabait ako, tahimik, masunurin, ugali ko na halos lahat ng magagandang ugali but in school, I act the opposite. That's why I don't have friends, I do love bullying, short tempered ako kaya ang dali kong magalit, I do hurt my classmates physically too, they're so annoying and I can't stop myself from hurting them. Defense Mechanism ko 'yon para 'di sila maawa sa akin, dahil ayokong may kumaibigan sa akin at kapag nagkaroon na sila ng puwang sa buhay ko, iiwan din nila ako sa huli. That's why I closed myself, pinili ko ito kaya paninindigan ko. Ayoko ng maiwan ulit, my family's enough.

Bumangon na ako mula sa queen size bed at dumiretso sa banyo. 30 minutes akong naliligo plus an hour sa pag-aayos. Bumaba na ako para kumain.

"Goodmorning yaya" I greeted her and kissed her cheeks, sweet ako sa kanya.

"Goodmorning too, you must eat now para 'di ka malate sa first day mo" she replied smilingly.

Napaismid na lng ako ng lihim, ilang beses ko bang kailangang mag transfer, kasalanan ko bang naging bully ako? papansin naman kasi yung mga putanginang kaklase ko. I'm a fourth year student now, and I have no idea kung anong school na naman ang papasukin ko.

Inihatid na kami ng driver ko sa school, I'm with yaya ofcourse dahil siya ang nag aasikaso sa papers ko. We went directly to the Principal's office and knock nung nakarating na kami. Binuksan iyon ng isang student at pina pasok kami sa loob. Then I saw an old woman sitting behind her marble desk.

"Oh goodmorning Ms. Alingcao and to you Ms. Monteverde. Have a sit" she greeted us while pointing the chairs in front of her desk.

"Goodmorning too, Madame Principal"

I just put my earphones and listened to music, my yaya understands that part of me and she knew mula sa una pa lang that I am wearing a mask whenever we're outside, mabo boring lang ako kung makikinig ako. After 30 minutes I think, tumayo na si yaya and nakipag shake hands sa Principal.

"Thea, pakihatid na lng si Ms. Monteverde sa room niya" she said calmly.

"Yes ma'am." The student said

"You behave okay? I'll go ahead now" yaya said and kissed my cheeks.

'Di na ako sumagot pa at lumabas na ng office. Hinatid ako ng student sa harap ng room.

"Hanggang dito na lng Ms. Monteverde. Just go inside."

I knocked and went inside, the students stopped from what they're doing even the teacher in front. I rolled my eyes at nilibot ng mata ko ang room, buti't may taste ang university na 'to? It was obvious na pinag gastuhan talaga I mean the whole university is awesome, I love the exterior and interior design of it.

I can see the admiration in their eyes, thanks for that.

Tumikhim ang guro kaya lumingon ako sa kanya.

"I think you're the new transferee, am I right? Kindly introduce yourself Ms.?"

"Yes, I am the transferee. My name is Sharina Sly E. Monteverde but you must call me Mess, it means don't mess with me. One more thing, I'm not friendly and I don't need friends." I said coldly.

"Okay, you may sit now Miss Monteverde" the teacher said nang mahalata niya na wala na akong sasabihin.

"And my name is Mr. Marc delos Santos, your english teacher for the rest of the year."

I just listened to him and also to the other subjects, I found it boring.

"Will you please shut your fucking mouth up!!!" I shouted nung naubos na lahat ng pasensiya ko. They're so noisy, wala yung teacher namin ng last period that's why my classmates turned into bullshits.

They just looked at me and continue on what they're doing. My blood is boiling and I greeted my teeth, masama ako kung magalit. This is the reason kung bakit ako nag palipat lipat ng schools.

I stand in front at binalibag ang wooden table, teacher's table I mean.

"I said shut your fucking mouth up! Are you deaf or what?! Shitload fuckers!" I shouted and then bumalik na ako sa desk ko. Thanks God 'cause they finally shut their mouths, I breath in and relaxed myself. Makakagawa ako ng masama kung pumutok na ang galit ko and I don't like that idea.