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“Don’t hesitate another minute please take away my heart” he sung, you cried harder as you thought. You can’t believe it.. How could this be? For some reasons, he is here lying besides you…. DYING. Seems like It was yesterday when you first met. His lovely smile that captures your heart.. but it has been replaced with.. SADNESS, you can see it through his eyes.. eyes that is full of tears. You remember everything, you were fighting for some reasons, it was a misunderstanding but you let your emotions fill your whole body, which made you angry, you cried went out.. you were running not focusing on where to go when ------------------------------
You thought that you’re going to be hit by a truck, What a relief! You look at the person who save you when………… reality hit you. It was him.. your boyfriend, junmyeon, You run to him still shocked not noticing tears are rolling down from your now ,pale cheeks, you hug him, seeing him hurt, feels like, as if… as if someone step on your heart crushing it and just leave.
“when you smile, sun shines” he continued, his voice a bit cracking, because of his tears. You stared at his face. Every inch of memories with him flashed from your head, those days where he would always say sweet words to you, when you had your first kiss under the cherry blossom tree, all those promises he said.. which will now be broken. You just can’t believe it, the man you love is here, by your side …DYING and it’s all because of you. Guilt was found in your heart every time you’ll look at his angelic smile enduring all the pain even if he can’t. deep inside you were asking yourself “why does It have to be him? Why not me?! “ he smiled once again “sa—saranghae… y-yah.. what ..so bad about dying” he whispered as he gave a small chuckle , tears flow from both of your eyes.."I-I want t-to g-ive t-this t-o you.." he said and pull out a box inside his pocket ... you widened your eyes in shocked, it made you cry even more. He touched your face for the last time.. “Ha-happy ..anniversary ...B-Baby don’t cry…. Tonight” he wiped your tears…and gave a faint smile….and…. he was…….. out of breath, you felt your heart beats fast “o-oppa! O-oppa!! Yah! J-junmyeon!!” you stuttered “Y-YAH! W-wake up!!!! Y-ou C-can’t l-le-leave me!” you cried harder “A-ANDWAE!” you cried hard as if you can fill a dry pond with all your tears. ‘Baby don’t cry.. tonight’ the last words he said, before he was really taken away..
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You took a deep breath in front of his grave remembering all those times … “I promise I would try not to cry tonight … Saranghae oppa… Goodbye …remember..once I dropped a tear in the ocean ..when I find it ..is when I’ll stop loving you …” one tear drop, as you started to walk away.. “but ..that would… never happen” you faced back and gave a small smile .. and left
