Mind if I "Slytherin". Drarry fanfic.

Chapter 5

Draco's P.O.V

"I'm sorry Harry" As soon as I said the words I ran and ran all the way to the Slytherin common room. As I burst through the door I got a few stares from the others in there. Without looking twice I ran to my dorm and collapsed on my bed, burying my face into my sheets.

Making sure the deep curtains were drawn around, I let the tears fall down my cheeks like a river with no sign of stopping.

After being there for I don't even know how long and now past caring I got knock on the door that I had been waiting for as soon as I came in here.

"Draco, are you coming down for lunch" I know who it was Pansy of course. Right now I don't want to face any for my friends or people on my own house let along the whole rest of the school.

"Not now no I don't" I replied blankly to her.

"You haven't eaten anything at all today. You've missed all classes and seemed to be in a hurry to get to breakfast this morning and in an even quicker hurry to get rid of me before we even had got there. Whats up with you." Hearing this from another person did make me realized that I was hungry, I just ignored it because of being upset.

"Ok fine I will be there in a minute just hold on." With that, I heard the footsteps get quieter and quieter as she moved away.

As I got up I felt like I had just peeled my self off the sheets, maybe because I had been in the same place for I don't know all day. I walked to my mirror that was tucked away nicely in the corner. I looked at the bags under my eyes, red and puffy from crying. I don't think anyone can really handle the real Draco, because most of the time I look like this.

I decided not to bother trying to cover up how I looked because now I was past caring. I had lost the one person that really meant something to me so whats the point any more. I would still act as if I was ok but hopefully, no people will be able to see the real me and leave me alone.

"Alright, Pansy you ready," I said slowly as I made my way down the stairs into what I wouldn't call a brightly lit room. If it had more colours that where different it might look like a decent room. I guess that is what you get for being a Slytherin, you get stuck with the dark green colour.

Her eyes went a bit wide at first when she first looked at me but soon went back to normal. She didn't say anything just nodded her head and walked out of the common room and up the stairs from the dungeon into the light of day that all us Slytherin's needed.

It seemed to take longer every time the walk to the great hall, or maybe because I was getting nervous about what was going to happen when I walked through the door. Pansy didn't say a word the whole way there. When I said I wanted people to get the idea to leave me alone I didn't mean for it to happen like this.

As we neared the door I could almost smell the food and hear the chatter of people. A few people had walked past me not looked twice but some did look a bit longer to see my red eyes. When we were stood outside the doors I was starting to think about whether this was a good idea or not.

"Draco are you going come in or just stand there?" At first, the voice shocked me as this was the first thing Pansy had said to me all the way here. Now it was my turn to not talk and just nod my head. She rolled her eyes at me when she saw my answer and walked off to find the rest of our friends. This was it, it was now or never.

I pushed the door open, everything seemed to go in slow motion. I thought everyone had turned to look at me. Really no one even noticed that I had come in. I walked to our table and sat down next to Pansy and started eating all the food I could get my hands on. It felt good to be eating again. It feels like so long since I had a proper meal.

Harry's P.O.V
Sitting in the hall gave me a chance to think to about what had happened that morning after Malfoy ran off I waiting until next class to head off. I hadn't seen him after that, part of me wanting to see him and tell him how I really felt but the part of me didn't. I think I'm still shocked by the fact that I've just found out that Malfoy likes me and that I like him back.

I wasn't expecting to see him for the rest of the day, so when the door opened and walked in you can imagine how I was feeling. My heart speeds up, my breathing quicker and I found myself staring into space. His eyes were darting around the door as if everyone was looking at him, but no one even noticed. Apart from me.

Slowly he walked to his table, sat next to Pansy and grabbed anything and everything he could see and stuffed it in his mouth. He was acting as if he handed eaten in days. I looked closely at him and could make out dark circles under his eyes. Also, his eyes were red and puffy from looked like crying. Was this my fault. What have I done?