A Fantastic Dream to a Terrible Nightmare (sebagrell)

Chapter 4: Realization

AN: This is mostly a filler chapter but the end is kinda important so that. Also the picture above, just imagine that with red eyes, that's what Sebastian's cat form looks like, in case you didn't catch it in the first season. 

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As soon Grell and Sebastian got back to the manor Grell ran up to Sebastian's room and plopped onto the bed. He immediately started to cry. He thought, 'Why did this have to happen? Why now?' He continued to cry till he eventually fell asleep, tightly holding onto the pillow of his lover. 

Sebastian quickly got back to work when they returned to the manor. After a while, he finally got a bit of a break he decided to make the reaper tea.

"I brought you up some tea," Sebastian said softly, shaking the sleeping reaper lightly. 

Sebastian waited a moment for a response. He put the tray on the desk. He looked back at the reaper. Then he finally noticed his lover was sleeping. Sebastian sat next to Grell. He moved Grell's hair out of his face. He took one of his gloves off and petted his lover's head softly. 

Grell twitched or shuffled a bit in his sleep. 

Sebastian sighed as he got up. He went to his desk and wrote on an old, crumpled paper (crossing out old writing on it first), 'I brought you up some tea. I thought you would probably want some. Also, the cat laying on you is me.' He wasn't able to write more, due to most of the paper being written on already with notes about humans. Sebastian put the paper on the tray. He then gently moved pillow out of his lover's arms, not t wake him up. After that, he changed to the cat-looking form. Then he climbed into the small area between the reapers arms and chest. Last Sebastian curled into a ball against Grell's chest. He mentally smiled when he felt his lover's arms tighten around the cat-like body. Sebastian thought, 'was this really the best idea...?' he thought it over a bit before eventually falling asleep

Grell slept for another half hour or so. When the reaper woke up Grell looked at the cat huddled against his chest. Grell sat up, picking the cat up at the same time. 

Sebastian woke up as he picked up. He forgot about being in the cat-looking form. He tried to say 'what' but it just came out as a quiet meow. He thought for a moment then remembered about being in the cat-like form to be with his lover. Sebastian jumped out of the reapers arms and curled back into a ball in Grell's lap.

Grell immediately started petting the black furred cat in his lap when he felt it relax and slowly start to become dead weight. He let his eyes wonder around the room. He eventually noticed the tea sitting on the desk. Grell sighed and looked down at the cat.

He asked, rhetorically, "Do you mind moving?"

Sebastian looked up lazily, obviously not wanting to move.

Grell joked, "Fine, don't move."

Grell started to get up, acting like he didn't care the cat-looking demon was on his lap.

Sebastian jumped up quickly, onto the desk. He thought, 'Oh yeah, forgot my reflexes change when in this form,' he laid down on the desk

Grell giggled at the cat's actions. He then got up. Grell stood over the desk, he glided his eyes over the paper, reading the note quickly. Grell looked over to the cat.

He said, apologetically, "Sorry Sebby, I wouldn't think it was you." 

He petted the cat's head

Sebastian meowed as if replying. 

The reaper poured himself some tea and sat back on the bed, Sebastian following. Grell sat on his feet. Sebastian laid in a tight ball on the reaper's lap, yet again, sleeping.

Grell slowly drank the now mostly  cold tea. He a casually ran his hand over his lover's back. Grell let his mind wonder

"maybe this whole thing isn't isnt that bad, anyways I've wanted it sea-" Grell cut himself off, "what is someone finds out then somehow it gets to William higher ups or something..." Grell said worriedly. He shook his head, trying to change his train of thought. He talked to himself, "Maybe that won't happen too," Grell sighed happily. "I'm going to try to think like that..." He promised himself.

Sebastian woke up, hearing his lover talk. He didn't show he was awake. He mentally smiled at the words of his lover.