//fantasies//

The Team

"Come on Taylor! You're very slow today. You need to keep going!" Screamed Coach.

I was about to die. We had ran 12 laps around the gymnasium. All the other girls were doing fine. They were acting like this was easy. They were all so skinny and perfect.

Emma, the leader of the cheer team, was beautiful. She had the prettiest brown hair and had emerald green eyes. ALL guys liked her. And probably some girls.

Ashleigh was the second most popular. She had ombré hair. Dark to light. The brown was her natural hair color and the rest was bleach blonde. Her eyes were a gorgeous crystal blue.

Then there was Lauren. She was the third most popular. She was also the nicest out of the three. I actually felt bad for Lauren. She was left out. She was just dragged along to everything.

"What the heck? Watch where you're going!" Shouted Emma. Ugh, I knew practice was gonna suck.

"Okay ladies, go get some water. Oh, Taylor come here I need to talk to you." Said Coach.

I nodded and walked over to him. Was he gonna make me- I was interrupted by Coach talking.

"Okay, how do I say this? Um. Taylor, you are very behind. On everything. On your strength and even your tumbling. What I'm saying is that you can't be on the team. You need to be in other classes for strength and tumbling and also a stunt class. You're just not good enough. I'm very sorry. I really am."

I begged him to let me stay, but his reply was no. I'm just not good enough! Of course I'm not. Why would I be good enough?

"Okay. Thank you." I told him. He just nodded.

I walked over to get my water bottle and left.

**At home**

I walked up to my room with tears streaming down my face. I tried not to cry. I really did. But it all poured out.

I changed into some sweats and my dad's old t-shirt. I missed him. So much.

I sat on my bed and pulled a blanket around me. It was going to be soaked in tears soon.

I looked up "how to be skinny" on my laptop. There was too many results. I knew they were all diets and exercising.

I found a link that used "diet pills". Omg yes those would work. It would be so easy too! I thought to myself. They were from Amazon so I just used my mom's credit card. They said it would ship within a week and arrive within 2 weeks after shipping.

But till then I really needed to cut down on food. Or maybe not eat. I'll just not eat.

I laid down in my bed and fell asleep hoping the pills would ship soon.

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Hey guys! I'm Olivia and I'm just gonna write books. They will probably suck but oh well. I hope y'all are doing fine! Stay strong❤️