//fantasies//

Food

I woke up to hear my stomach grumbling. It wanted food. But I couldn't eat, I needed to be skinny. I looked over at my night stand and saw another note from my mother, I read it aloud.

"Hey sunshine! Sorry I'm not home again..." I didn't bother to read the rest, it wouldn't matter. It was a just an excuse of why she couldn't be here.

I called up Brynlee, my best friend since 8th grade.

"Hey Bryn, are ya free? I was thinking we could go to Target, pick up some workout clothes, and go to the gym!"

"Oh my gosh, that would be great! Do you have money though? I don't have much, only a 20."

"Oh yeah, Mom left two 50's. We'll be good."

"Sounds great!"

"Alright, meet me at my house then we can go!"

"Okay! See ya!"

"Bye!"

After we hung up, I went to the bathroom and checked how much I weighed. 110 pounds, gross! I was so disgusted with myself.

I ran to my room and got dressed. Sweats and a big t-shirt. We were coming back to change anyways. I grabbed my purse, money and shoes. My typical sneakers.

I heard a knock at the door, so I grabbed my purse and ran to the door.

"Hey Tay!"

"Hey Bryn! Ready?"

"You bet!"

The car ride was fun! We jammed out to old Taylor Swift songs and old Miley Cyrus songs. I really loved Brynlee. She was the best friend you could ever have.

At Target, we got a few outfits while only spending her twenty and 30 dollars of my money.

"Wanna get an iced coffee?" Bryn asked as we walked out of Target. She was eyeing the cafe down the street.

"No, not really. But I can buy you a coffee!" I said, I really wanted one. But I'm fat. I can't have an iced coffee.

"Nahh. If you don't want some I won't get any."

"Hahaha!" I said as we got into the car. She headed to my house. Inside we changed, made water bottles and she ate a banana.

"No food, no food," I constantly repeated to myself.

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omg hey guys. i literally havent posted for like a month. sorry bout that! anyways i hope you guys like this!!!!!! again im rlly sorry!! stay strong <