Losing you ( a phan fiction)

Chapter 1: "Get out"

          Trigger warning: self harm and blood.

As I sat in the bathroom tears running down my face, I slashed the sharp blade across my wrist; smiling at the release I brought the blade across my skin again, and again, and again. I heard the moans of pleasure in the room next door stop, I sighed and stood up making my way to the sink. I looked at my self in the mirror and sighed, I watched the red liquid run down my arm and drop onto the sink;

"Phil?". I stood still and quickly washed my arm and wrapped it up, I pulled my sleeve down and took a deep breath in and opened the door only to be met with a pair of chocolate eyes. "Phil are you ok?" Dan questioned, I looked at him taking in all the details.

His hair was messed up, purple spots were sloppily placed along his neck, his lips pink and plump, "yeah I'm fine" I lied, trying my best not to break down. I pushed past Dan and walked quickly to my room, I bumped in a figure and stumbled backwards.
I looked up, my eyes meeting a pair of bright green eyes in my face, "sorry" I mumbled. She had brown silky hair, her eyes were a bright lime green, she smelled of cherrys, and had on a t-shirt with a pair of tiny shorts. "Whatever" she said and stalked off, she turned around and looked me dead in the eyes. " oh and stay away from Dan, he'll never love someone as pathetic as you." I stood up and began to speak, " listen here, I don't..." I stopped speaking and began on thinking what to say. I loved Dan with all my heart, I can't say I don't love him;

" Aww you love MY Danny, how adorable. I'll keep it a secret , after I tell him!". She ran down the stairs, bumped into Dan, and she started talking frantically as if her life depended on it.
"Danny! Phil bumped into me and I said sorry but he told me to stay away from you cause he wanted you all to himself! He said that you and him will be together forever and ever cause he likes you!"

I stood still, my eyes widened. " Phil, is this true?" He asked, trying to hold the anger back in his voice. "I- uh-" "Phil is this or is this not true?" He asked a little more angrier. I sighed, " yes it's true, but I didn't say-" "get out" Dan whispered. I stood still, trying to see if I heard right. " w-what?" " I SAID GET OUT! I DONT WANNA LIVE WITH A FAG! LET ALONE BE FRIENDS WITH ONE!" Dan shouted, anger in every word he said. "Okay" I whispered, I ran past Dan and his girlfriend out the door; I kept running till I was a good distance away from the flat. I slowed down and sat on the curb thinking about what just happened.

Hey guys!! So this is my first phan fiction, and I'm sorry if it's not that good I never had the courage to write one until now. I have lots of story's in my journal but I thought they weren't good enough to read... So yeah... anyways enjoy. :)