True love.
An idea believed by the minds of many.
Wishing for fairytales and happy endings.
True love never dies.
So explain how this happened
I though we were in love
But I was wrong
Because this love died
I thought I could trust you.
You swore you'd never hurt me
But you show that new girl off
When you know I'm around
How can you you do this?
You know how I feel for you
You know I still love you
Even though I don't want to
You swore to me you'd never cheat.
Never lie.
Never hurt.
But you broke every single fucking rule.
"True love never dies" they say.
Perhaps our love wasn't true.
Unreciprocated.
For if you truly loved me.
This feeling wouldn't be here.
Our love never died.
Because there was no our.
Just mine.
I can see that now.
My love hasn't died.
I want it to.
But I don't know how to vanquish the flame in my heart that long for you.
You swore.
But you broke every damn promise.
And I'm left here to try and fix all these broken memories.
I know your happier with her.
She's nothing like me.
Perhaps that's why your happier.
I still love you though.
I wish you could feel this.
Just for moment.
Feel the misery that's so deeply rooted.
I hope you know you're the cause.
I shake and hurt.
I can't seem to look away.
You don't want to acknowledge my existence.
I force myself to do the same.
The way you look at her.
You never saw me that way.
The complete adoration in your eyes.
That was never present for me.
The way I feel wrenches all happiness from my mind.
The effect you still have on me is astounding.
I don't want to feel this.
I want to feel nothing at all.
Just be numb.
"You don't even need a gun,
You don't even need a pill,
If you ever want to die,
Fall in love and you'll get killed."
Yes true love never dies.
I'm sad to say it's so far proven to be true.
This love for you has not died.
I just wish that at some point.
You had felt some love for me too.
