Hey guys I will be free all day tomorrow because I don't have to go to school don't ask why so put it all down on me
Warning⚠ this contains Japanese bullying and suicide just saying if you don't like these things the don't read⚠
Die!
Go away!
Disappear you slut! !
Don't come near me!
This is what I hear every day it doesn't matter where it happens at the grocery store. At the park just walking down the street I hear these things. But the most place it happened at was at school. I try to ignore the people saying it but I can't it gets to the point when I want to go home and cry my eyes out. I went trough my whole class today with hearing nasty bad and cruel words I started to sit in the back of class because of this so the teacher wouldn't see me. I start walking to the lunch room and got ready to sit by myself again though I felt like this one boy took a interest in me I think he looked at me during class instead of looking out of the window he would watch me eat my food at lunch by myself and yes his name is haru. It looked like he liked me but I knew he was probably really just thinking what a bitch. I saw him look at me so I looked away trying to hide my blush.
I went home walking down the street.
Bitch
Slut
Just die already
No wonder no one likes you
I heard these words walking home I broke down in tears and heard and saw some people laughing at me so I started to run home with salty tears coming along with me.
Time skip)
I was back at school I saw haru and his friend Makoto. Makoto turned around and smiled at me with his nice smile haru looked at me and turned away blushing. I left them there and walked into the school I saw a few faces that had a glare on there face that said ugh. I just ignored it and ran to my classroom I entered.
My eyes widden. As I slowly walked to my desk I saw a flower on my desk. I started crying because if you had a flower on your desk and you were dead in Japan it ment that people honored you. But if it was on your desk and you weren't dead in Japan it meant people wanted you to die.I felt a whole load of tears fall from my eyes as I screamed and cryd at the same time.
Haru's pov
I heard loud crying and screaming coming from my classroom I left Makoto there by himself. I ran to the class room to find y/n crying I knew why she was crying when I saw the the flower on her desk. My eyes widden when I saw it
Y/n what happened
S--s-som-somebody put a flow-flower on my desk and I'm not even dead haru
I'm so sorry y/n
I really liked her for a while now and to see that someone wanted to hurt her hurt me with not even thinking I put my lips on hers. It felt like I was somewhere else I started to trace over her curves. I stopped when I realized what I was doing.
I'm so sorry y/n Chan
And with hat I left
Reader pov
Even though haru kissed me I still felt tears come from my eyes. I had to do what the people wanted I couldn't live trough this anymore. Tomorrow it would all happen. I would do it in a place where everyone could see at a big stage I would invite everyone because they all wanted to see me die.
Time skip to stage)
Everybody was there o could hear them say what dose this slit want God damn dose sheep ever stop. I yelled at every single person form school so they would look at me. I started to talk
Nobody at this school likes me no body so why do I even bother to live All of you want me to die rhigt!! So I'll give you what you want right now don't even think about leaving because the doors are locked.
I went and grabbed the knife and finished where I left off.
So here is the weapon that I will use on myself
I saw Haru's eyes widden and start to say words but I didn't listen what was the point
Are you guys ready to get your wish well here it goes
I stabbed myself straight and hard in my heart I could see no more the last word I heard was haru saying no!!. It was to late I was dead.
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