amnesia § ksj

nine

day twenty

when it was your birthday jin

i got you a teddy bear, and me, the girls and boys got you a flower each.

we had a huge sleepover, you were finally 21.

the boys brought alcohol over, i found it funny how only you could drink because we were all still 17-20

you got really drunk.

you stumbled and when you came over to me

we all got scared.

you picked up my hands and giggled uncontrollably, screaming my name

"guess what baby?"

"w-what?"

"i looooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOooOoOoOve youuuu!"

you laughed like you never would again.

i eased, jin

we all felt at ease

we exchanged glances we never thought we would

but only i cried tears of joy.