amnesia § ksj

fifteen

day ninety nine

jins p o v

dear everybody,

my family, my love (minji), miniji's family, the boys, and the girls,

I'm sorry.

you all know what i've done. i can't live with the guilt anymore

i just cant

writing this right now is blurring my vision, my mind is more unorganized than the work papers i will soon leave behind. i can't just forgive myself.

i had to live with knowing i once hurt the best little form of sunshine i've been blessed with.

i took advantage of her.

miniji, i love you so much, please find somebody better than me, somebody who actually deserves you.

boys, i know you are my best-practically brothers. i know you'll miss me, and for that i'm sorry. don't forget me..please? i love you guys too, even though this will put a hole in your heart.

families, i love both families very much. I'm sorry you had to see me in my states of emergency, you won't have to worry about me anymore, i love you too everybody.

girls, i know you two were best friends with minji, and hate my guts. i can't help but put you in here too after we've gotten so close after the accident. i'm not afraid to say it, hell, i love you girls too.

thank you for believing i could change everybody.

i have changed.

the guilt just can't keep me going anymore.

i love you guys..

               sincerely, from your brother, son, boyfriend, best friend, and just friend,

jin.