Me and jakob still talked a lot but he was acting weird like he wasn't him like he locked up and was just not him I kept asking him he always said I'm fine then I asked him again and he yelled this wasn't like him I cried that night why did he yell at me why won't he tell me what's wrong I wish he would I still cared about him a lot I loved him still he was my first ever love and kiss I was gonna find out what was even if it took me he was still mine and I would find out if its the last thing I do we didn't text rest that day I don't know why he looked sad I just wanted to give him a hug so bad but I was scared that he wouldn't hug back so I went away
