I now have a huge trust issue I don't trust anyone who I know. I'm starting to trust this girl in my class who's name is will not type but I am afraid that if I trust her I will get hurt again. She is the closest thing that I have to my brother and the other girl (mookie) I trusted. I just think that if I let her in i already know she doesn't like me in that way she is a lesbian, that I won't be able to talk to her thesame way as when I'm with mookie. When I'm with her I can't tell her the things I want to because I believe that I'm gonna get hurt just like every person I trusted in the password but I really want to trust her but I know she doesn't like me in the way I like her. I'm afraid that if I do trust her that I will start getting feeling for her that can't be returned because she likes girls and not guys.
So that's my short sad story
Just don't judge me based on who you think I am there are only three people that know me well enough to judge me that would be my brother,mookie and maybe my best friend she knows who she is.
