I'll call you, then say hi [Short story]

Secretly looking at him

Lovely dress... check

Cute hairstyle... check

Here I am trying to look beautiful. Even if it's a normal school day, I try to just look the best I can.

Why?

It's because, there is a guy that I like in school. 

Everyone keeps telling me that i'm pretty, but why does he never notice me?

Here we go again. Just go to school already!!

**At school**

Okay, this is it. He's coming and I'm behind a tree

"What are you doing?"

"Oh my gosh!! You scared me" -me

"Are you stalking Sean again?"

"No, I'm not" -me

Oh I forgot to tell you..My name is Amanda.The guy I'm looking at (not stalking) is Sean and the girl I'm talking to right now is Stacey.

"Yes you are.It's written all over your face" -Stacey

"Ok, you win" -me

"As always"

"I just can't stop. My eyes flash automatically to him" while looking at him

Right now, he's talking with his friends.

"Oh, come on Amanda, just tell him already or else you'll be stock from stalking" she told me with a convincing face

"How can I suppose to tell him? It's impossible that he'll like me back"

"Duh! All you have to do is make him know that you like, no love him. There's no need for him to like you" she said with an irritated voice

"Ouch, that's kinda harsh" I said

"Ugh, you're weird.Just do whatever you want" she said that and left me

Actually, I really want to, but I'm too scared to get rejected.I really want him to love me back.

Oh, he's going. I looked away and sighed then look at my watch...... Shocks, I'm late.

**After class**

I'm really bad at school.I'm not good at anything.I hate my life. 

While walking at the hallway to escape this mess. I bumped into someone.

"Aw" I fell and hit the ground with my butt

"Sorry" it's a guy

He helped me up and when I got up, I immediately pat my butt because it hurts a lot.

"Sorry, are you okay? You look hurt somewhere" he asked

"No,I'm o...kay~" I looked up to see him

Oh my God! Am I dreaming?! For real?! Wait, I'm not ready for this.

"Uh, miss? You're definitely not okay" he said

"No I'm fine I just hit my butt that's all okay bye" I said it way too fast

I decided to run away and never look back.This is so embarrassing. I hate my self.

When I got home, I keep banging my head against the wall in my room. Why do I have to act like that? I should've told him my name and ask his, even though I already know. I miss my chance to say hi in our first encounter.

I called Stacey on the phone and told her everything about what happened earlier.And she was like..

"Serves you right" I know she has a straight face right now

"How dare you" I said

"Just kidding. It's normal for you to act that way but it's not normal for him to see that kind of reaction." she laughed

"Are you for real?" I'm starting to get mad at this girl

"I'm just saying that you have to be ready from now on because you two are going to see each other again" she seriously said. Is she really serious?

"Why is that?" I asked

"It's fate. If someone encountered that situation like what happen to you, usually, they end up being together.So, if I were you, I'm going to confess."she said

"Are you sure about that? You sound like you're joking"

"Have you watched romance movies before? There are always scenes like that. Are you stupid or what?"

"I'm not stupid. Those kind of things doesn't happen in real life" I said

"Then don't bother me again and keep stalking" and..... she end the call

Did I make her mad?

 Ugh, it bothers me though, everything she said.

What if she's right? Should i try?

This is making me go crazy.HE make me go crazy!