Holding On...(Larry Stylinson)

"I can't do this anymore Lou!!" Harry yelled packing his suitcase, "I can't do anything about this, Harry!! It's management!!! Please stay babe, please I need you..." Louis said starting to cry.

"I'm sorry, I can't do this...I love you Lou...." Harry said with a tear rolling down is cheek. He opened the door and left the house. "I love you too...." Louis said as the door shut. Louis went up to their room, Harry left a sweatshirt there, he put it on. "It smells just like him," he thought and laid on there bed. He cried himself to sleep.

Louis was woken up at 2:30am by his phone, he got a text...it was from Harry. "Come meet me at the park. Hurry!!" Louis was kinda happy that Harry wanted to meet him, but scared at what he might say.

Louis got dressed and walked toward the park in the dark, when he got there he saw Harry sitting on a swing. He walked over to him and sat on the swing next to him, "Har-" Louis was cut off by Harry kissing him.

"Why did you want me to come here?....." Louis asked with his head down, "I had to see you. I missed you Lou...." Harry said quietly. "So are you gonna come back?" Louis asked him, "I.........I can't, I can't just hide my feelings anymore. I want to be able to kiss you when I want. Hold your hand when I want...and living with you and knowing I can't would just make it

wor-" Louis interrupted "YOU'RE BEING SELFISH HARRY! WHY DID YOU EVEN WANT ME TO COME HERE IF YOU AREN'T COMING HOME?!?" Louis said now standing and tears rolling down his cheeks. "I'm sorry..." Harry choked out, "yeah, me too" Louis said walking away.

The next morning Louis slept in until 12, he checked his phone, 11 messages from Harry... "I'm sorry, I'll come back when we're both ready for it...." "Louis?" "Babe...please answer me" "I need to know you're okay please" "Louis!!!!" "I miss you please just talk to me" "I'm sorry:(" "babe answer me!" "Louis please...just please answer me. I need you" "Sorry for bothering you. I love you. Bye" Louis just laid in his and Harry's bed running his hand over Harry's side. It felt so lonely without him....he needed Harry's strong arms to wrap around him at night. His perfect lips to kiss him everywhere. He misses his touch. He just wanted to touch Harry all over. He couldn't help himself, he texted Harry back, "I was asleep. Sorry babe"

A few minutes later harry replied "it's alright, hey could I come by the house later?:)" he really wanted to see him but he didn't know if it was a good idea...."sure....whatever..." He texted Harry. "Okay! I love you...bye" "bye" he didn't wanna say 'i love you' because it didn't feel right because of what happened last night.

He got up and got ready for Harry.

At 2:30 Harry knocked on the door, Louis let him in and he sat on the couch. Louis sat on the other side of the couch. They say in silence for what seemed like forever, until Harry finally said, "Lou..." Louis looked up, "why did you come back?" he said rather loudly. "I missed you..." Harry said softly, after a short silence Louis choked out "I missed you too... More than I have ever missed anyone in my life..." Harry slid over to Louis on the couch and hugged him tightly, "please come back. Please babe I need you so much. I can't live without you" Louis said kissing Harry's neck "I don't know, maybe Lou, but lets just enjoy tonight" Harry said leaning his head to the side so louis could get more access to his neck. He let out a soft moan and Louis moved to his collarbones. Louis pushed Harry so he was now laying on the couch and unbuttoned his shirt and left love bites along his stomach. "I want you..." Harry said as he picked up Louis and wrapped his legs around his waist as they kissed and Harry carried Louis upstairs to their room. He laid him on the bed and started to unzip his pants.

Harry got the lube out of the drawer and put some on his fingers, "ready?..." he asked Louis. "Please Harry..." he said wanting more. Harry stuck a finger into Louis, "uuhhhhhh Harry...." Louis said tilting his head back. Harry stuck two in and started to scissor open Louis' tight hole. Once he thought Louis was open enough he took his fingers out, Louis sighed at the loss of pressure. Harry went up to Louis face and started to kiss him. Louis couldn't take it anymore, he thrusted his hips up so he could rub against Harry, but Harry held his hips down, and kept kissing him. But soon enough Harry was starting to get anxious himself so he put a bunch of lube onto his hand and ran it up and down his hard dick.

He took Louis legs and lifted them up so his bum was sticking out, he slowly thrusted in. "M-move Harry.." Louis said squeezing his eyes shut. Harry started to thrust faster and soon enough he had a steady rhythm going. "Fuck Harry harder!!!" Louis practically yelled. Harry thrusted harder and faster and hit Louis prostate. With a few more thrusts Louis came screaming Harry's name. Harry felt Louis' tight hole clench around his cock and he came, "uhhhh Louuuisss.....", he pulled out and laid next to Louis, holding him to his chest.

After they caught their breaths,

Louis' head was resting on Harry's chest, he could hear his heartbeat, he felt his chest rise and fall with each breath he took. "Harry...?" Louis softly said. "Hmm?" He replied with his eyes shut, "....why do you love me?" Louis asked him. Harry looked down at him. "Well," he said moving a piece of hair off of Louis forehead, "I love you because you understand me. Even when it's two in the morning and I come home drunk. You take my shoes off and help me fall asleep....you're perfectly imperfect...want me to keep going?" He said with a smile. Louis nodded and closed his eyes.

"I love the little things you do. Like how you smile at me when you don't think I see..I do" he said with a small laugh, while Louis blushed a bit. "I can honestly say that you complete me, as corny as that sounds, it's true... I can't see myself with anyone but you. And I can't stand being away from yo-" Louis interrupted "why'd you leave then?" He said looking serious now, Harry shut his eyes tight and sighed, "I was scared Lou..." He said. "Why? What's so scary about loving someone..?"Louis said as they fell asleep.

~The next day~

Louis woke up and felt around for Harry, but he wasn't there. He thought he left again, so he went downstairs. He was walking into the kitchen, rubbing his eyes when Harry said, "morning babe! I made you breakfast!" And kissed his cheek. Louis was surprised, "you're still here?...." he.asked. "of course! I wouldn't leave without saying goodbye!" He said cheerfully, "now eat your eggs before they get cold!"

When they were done eating, Louis got in the shower. About 20 minutes later he got out, put Harry's sweats on and went downstairs...he was at the bottom steps when he heard Harry on the phone with his mum. "Mum...this is it...im gonna ask him tonight..." he heard a short silence then, "its been almost three years mum...im ready..."

Oh my God, is he gonna propose?!? Louis thought. A huge smile spread across his face as he yelled, "Harry?"

"I gotta go now mum, love you!" Harry whispered into the phone. "Yes?" He said hanging up, "Wanna watch a film?" Louis asked with a smirk. "Actually, I'm taking you out" Harry said confidently, "Oh really?" Louis said blushing. "Yes, now go get dressed!" Harry said pecking him on the lips.

About a half an hour later Louis came downstairs wearing a Nirvana shirt with black skinny jeans and his Vans. Harry was leaning up against the counter on his phone, when he heard Louis come down the stairs he looked up with a cheeky smile. "So where are you taking me?" Louis said blushing at the way Harry was staring, "It's a surprise! Now let's go" Harry said grabbing his hand.

Ten minutes later they arrived at a familiar looking building. "Why are we here?!" Louis asked, "You ask a lot of questions babe" Harry said laughing. He grabbed Louis hand and led him into the building. They walked down a hallway, to the bathrooms. "Harry," Louis said giggling, "why are we in the bathrooms?" Harry just smiled. Then Louis got a puzzled look on his face, "Wait...this is the bathroom that we met in...." Louis said quietly. "Yeah....but Lou, I have to ask you something..." Harry said, feeling his face getting hot. "....okay" Louis said smiling. "Well...uh..." Harry said getting down on one knee, "We've been together for a, uh, really long time...and....you're all I want Lou...I love you a lot and.....I want to know if you will.....uhm make me the happiest person in the world, and marry me...?" Harry said looking Louis in the eyes. "Yes. Harry yes!" Louis said crying, "I love you.." He said hugging Harry. "I love you so much Harry!" Louis said with his signature smile.

Harry grabbed Lou's hand and led him back to the car. "Where are we going now?!" Louis asked giggling after they passed their flat, "I'm gonna take you out on a proper date now babe!" Harry replied as they arrived at a restaurant.