IM NOT LESBIAN!

Chapter 5: I'm so confused

Ryvir;

I know i'm not gay, i have boyfriend, well had. I started to cry just thinking about it, i heard Dylan knock on the door.

*knock knock*

*sniffs* 'What do you want' i said wiping my tears away.

' Are you ok? I can take you home.' She told me calmly.

' No, i can stay im fine, i was just thinking about things.' I was thinking about how i just made out with a girl the same day my boyfriend died...

' Oh, ok well dinner is done. Come out when your ready. ' i heard her walk away, and i just cried and cried, i like her. But i had a boyfriend. Ugh i'm so confused. I wiped my tears and walked down stairs.

Her mom came over to me and hugged me. 

' Sorry i barely know you but you look like you could use a hug.' She held me, to be honest it felt nice to have a nice hug. Dylan is just staring me down, and i smile at her. 

'It's fine, i'm fine, i promise' I had my finger crossed. 

' Well then lets eat!' Her mom said as she put food on the table. I couldn't tell you the last time i had a meal like this. Potatoes, steak, bread. I wish her mom was mine. Mine was a selfish bitch.

' This looks and smells so good Ms?' i asked

' Just call me Stephanie' She smiled

' Ok, this looks good Stephanie.' I started eating and Dylan smiled at me. She looked hurt.  i gave her a questioning look and she looked away.

' Im done eating' She stood up and walked away and i looked at her food, and she hasn't touched it. So i looked at Stephanie and she nodded.  I got up and followed her to her room. And i closed the door. She was on her bed crying.

' Dylan whats wrong?' I sat next to her

' Nothing, not important.' She mumbled.

' It's very important. To me.' I kissed her arm.

' It's nothing.' she looked away. I huffed.

' Fine, tell me when your ready' I said, getting up and leaving.

' No, please don't leave me.' She said crying.

' I won't ever. I promise' I held her. She just cried into my arms. 

A/n 

short update. kinda hard. Writers block for this book rn