(A/N I wrote this at 4;30 in the morning. IM SORRY IF THIS CONFUSES YOU OR MAKES NO SENSE. And, this is really long!! please dont kill me)
Anthony's P.O.V
Me and Ian were alone, like always. Ian recently broke up with Mel because she wasn't happy with his job. Ever since that happened, he never leaves his room... It kinda worries me.. "Ian, do you wanna talk or something?" I ask sympathetically. I really want to talk to him about everything because I love him, and have for the longest time, 11th grade to be exact.. We're 21 now..
Ian's P.O.V
'I'm sad. I miss Mel... I knew our relationship wasn't the best but I thought we could work it out.. But, I guess we couldn't' I thought.. "Uhh, okay.."I say to Anthony awkwardly..
He walks to my bed and sits by my side. "Ian, are you okay..I'm really worried about you.. I just don't want you to start cutting again or something..." Anthony says and grabs my arm gentally and lifts up my sweater sleeve and starts skimming his fingers over my scars.
*Flashback 2003*
"Ian! Hurry up! I really need to piss!" Anthony shouted and banged on Ian's bathroom door. Ian and his dad just got in an arguement about something stupid. His dad was always yelling at Ian and hitting him. "Ian... Are you okay in there?" Anthony said quietly.
Ian was leaning over the bathtub cutting his wrist so he'd just die and never have to face his dad or the bullies at school. He was tired of everyone and life itself. "Ian please open this door or i'll break in!!" Anthony yelled. Ian just sat there cutting, he was starting to feel dizzy. Anthony broke in the bathroom to see Ian crying with his wrists shredded. Anthony grabbed a towel and fell to his knees. "Ian give me your arm, now." Ian did as he was told. Anthony out the towel on his wrists and put pressure on it and hugged Ian tightly. "Ian, please don't do this ever again. You have so much to live for, this is just a small portion of your life."
Anthony said quietly. Ian just sat in his arms sobbing.. "I'm sorry, i'm sorry. I just c-can't stand it a-anymore, Anthony.. E-e-everyone's so mean.." Anthony kissed Ian's head, keeping him close to him.
*End flashback*
Still Ian's P.O.V
"Ant, I miss her.." I whisper, tears start falling down my cheeks and I look down, trying to hide my face. "We could have worked it out, I knew we could have.. But, everything a-always happens f-for a reason right.." Anthony puts his arm around my and pulls me close to him and kisses my head. Just as he did when we were 16 in my bathroom.. "Ian, its okay. She didn't deserve you. You are perfect in every way.. You're smart, funny, beautiful.."
Anthony's P.O.V
I blushed as I said 'beautiful'. "Now, please don't cry over a bitch like Melanie." I said and wiped his tears. He looked up at me with his bright blue eyes, 'he looks so fragile, so cute..' I thought. "Anthony, I love you" Ian said quietly. I looked down at him and slowly pressed my lips to his. Soon our lips were moving at the same rythem. I broke the kiss "Ian, I love you too, and I don't ever want you to hurt yourself. Promise me that."
Ian P.O.V
'The kiss was amazing, something I never felt with Melanie or any other girl I've dated.. It was love..' I thought. "Ian, I love you too, and I don't ever want you to hurt yourself. Promise me that." Anthony said in a sweet tone. I hugged him tightly and said "I promise as long as you'll love me forever." Anthony hugged me back and said "Forever." It was kinda late, 3:37am to be exact. "Can we snuggle and go to sleep?" I asked innocently. "Okay! I call big spoon." He said. I laughed and said "Sure, Ant. Whatever floats your boat." And with that, they watched a movie on Netflix and snuggled.
Anthony P.O.V
'This is perfect, watching movies and snuggling with Ian.. We don't need anyone else. Just me and him'
Fin~
