Chapter 18

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Right now I'm not sure if I have feelings for Ethan. Some of the days it feels like I don't but then some other days all the memories just come back and I'm not sure again.

When I get over Ethan fully,I will not be with anyone because I can't picture myself with anyone at the moment. I also don't want to get hurt again so I will just save myself for my Mr.Right.

I saw Ethan today again.
He is so cute and I can't help but love him but I know that it will never happen again.

At lunch,Chloe and I decided to buy something to drink. Will I was drinking,Chloe spotted Ethan and showed me him. When I saw Ethan I nearly chocked on my drink.

Ethan saw me but he didn't say anything,he just walked away.

When school was over, I saw Ethan again. I was saying in my mind,"should I talk to him or just leave him alone?"
In the end I decided not to talk to him.

I really miss him but I should just focus on moving on from him.

The next day I saw Ethan but I didn't really pay much attention to him. When school was over I decided to take the school bus so I headed towards it.

Ethan didn't come on the bus because someone came for him. When the bus came I boarded it and then went home.

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