Ella - III - Late in Life, Never for School

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Oh man.

But why oh man.

Oh woman will I use from now on. It sounds weird but oh woman.

Weird... Oh well

Yes, Oh well is better.

Oh well.

I'm so late.


I'm running like if it's for my life. School is my life right now. No matter how much I wish it wasn't.

Passing School is the biggest purpose of my life.. Not because I want to be good at School but because I want to be able to get out of School With many Choices and chances.

When I'm done With School I want to be free.

Free to choose whatever studies I want, job and the Choice of how my life will go.

I wouldn't care about good grades, but I need good grades to get multiple Choices to where to go.

I want to have many Choices. Many ways to go.

And I have been doing a good job til now.

I'm late.

Late, late, late.

I have never been late in my life.


But oh.

Maybe I have been late in life.

I'm so focused on getting good grades, being good at School. Focused on making myself free.

Maybe I'm late in fun.

I never smile that much, never laugh.

I Guess I am late in other stuff.


But right now, I'm late for School.

and that's killing me.

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