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Stained

I walk in and put my makeup on. where is my list? "hey tino when am I going on?" I ask the stage manager. "no toots. you've got a special delivery its Tuesday remember?" he tells me. I then nod shit. I forgot that he comes to see me on Tuesdays. I cant escape this time. as hard as I try. "just do your best. your our main source of income here. he's the biggest buyer who only wants you." he tells me as a tear rolls down my cheek. "sorry sweetie but we cant loose you now. we are so close to expanding. you know that." he says as he wipes the tear off of my face. he then leans close and whispers "ShowTime" and then walks away. I sigh and stand up with my 4 inch stilettos white dance outfit and my long blonde hair in pigtails. I begin walking to room 3 where my 'guest' is staying for now.

I knock on the door and try to get into character. he opens the door with a grin "hey baby" he tells me as I lean against the door "so are ya going to let me in big guy?" I tell him as he then laughs and closes the door behind me "can today be different?" I ask him as he then pushes me against the bed "why the hell would you ask that? I'm paying 500 dollars just to be with you tonight. I'm getting what I paid for." he tells me as his hand reaches up my thigh I then kick my heel up into the air and it lands on his back. I grab it off of him and hold it in my hand "try it and I swear to-" I tell him as he puts his hand over my mouth "you can wake up when I'm done" he tells me as I slam my heel through his cheek. "ahh you stupid bitch!" he screams at me. he gets off me and I put my heel back on my shoe and kick him to the floor and keep him down with my heel on his chest. I then stand over him "this is all I'm asking for baby why you got to hurt me?" he asks me "shh you can fuck me when your dead" I say as I shove my stiletto through his throat. he begins to gasp and stops breathing. "whoops did I say when your dead? I meant never pig." I say laughing. my laughter turns into tears as I kneel next to his lifeless body and take the stiletto and begin stabbing him over and over again, blood staining my white outfit.

I then walk out of the room with a face as plain as a white wall. I have one shoe on and the other one in my right hand letting it drip down blood as I walk into Tinos office. once I get there I drop the heel on his desk. "HOLY SHIT" tino screams as I faint onto the floor. "JESSI WAKE UP CMON TOOTS WAKE UP" I hear tino yelling but it sounds like a loud whisper to me.  after about 5 minutes of tino yelling at me I wake up with the same blank expression on my face. "hey doc is she alright?" tino asks the doctor. "well sir, it seems like she's been through a lot she could have P.T.S.D. but I'm not quite certain. she was just in a traumatic accident according to her outfit. I would give her some time about 3 to 9 days she should be herself again." the doctor says as she leaves the room. "look I don't know what happened but eventually your going to have to tell me what you did to Doug. I understand why but I need the full story we were so close to expanding just 1 more visit with him and we would have had that 10,000 dollars. " he then sighs and kisses my hand then walks out. "I've called coco she will be here soon this is goodbye" he says walking out another tear rolls down my non emotional face. im left alone with nothing mut my heart monitor going off. I close my eys for about 5 seconds and reopen them to see coco standing over me. "you did what you had to its not your fault. if you need anything let me know." she says as I nod and tears roll down my face once more "its all over your okay" she says as flashbacks appear in front of me

I see a man helping me off of the street, taking me in as one of his own dauthers. the rest is blurry I need to see it. what does this mean. I then let out a painful scream. "JESS ARE YOU OK?" I hear coco say my heart rate goes up but all I feel is my skin burning. coco then places her hand over my head and tells the doctor that I have a fever and asks if she could give me Advil. she agrees and the next thing I know the burning goes away once I take those pills. a smile then appears on my face. "how did I get here?" I ask coco "tino brought you here after you fainted at his desk. he figured something was wrong and here we are." she tells me as I stand up "I'm ready to go back to work." I tell her. "tino gave you 2 days to get better he needs you fully focused your doing nothing but dances now. no more private shows I got those." she tells me with a smile. I then look up at the flickering light then back at the bed I was sitting in I see myself... the heart monitor goes flat.. the doctors come In and after 15 minutes of trying to save me the doctors legally name me dead "time of death 10:45 P.M." a nurse says