Story time

Dead love (1)

(So this is a thing. I only want to say that there IS a reference from the series I'm currently watching so if you can figure it out... Way to go, bravo you are a movie/series nerd. Not like it's that hidden, but still comment and star if you liked it. Thanks for reading).

I was walking towards the cemetery again. Opening the gate was hard since it was rusty and vines had grown around the hinges. Making it almost impossible for me to enter, but I had to. Today was Thursday and every Thursday I visit my mother's grave. The crumbling of old leaves under my feet made it clear that winter would soon come to the city. The trees are all bare, not a single tree except for pine trees, that have their leaves on anymore. I pulled my warm scarf closer. Hoping that I could still save some heat for myself before the cold autumn air stole it away from me. I finally reached the grave... The stone standing with pretty engraved writing saying "Audrey Summers a beautiful and kind woman and a loved mother" these words always brought tears to my eyes. A lump was starting to form in my throat almost choking me. The burning sting in the corners of my arms didn't help much either... I could feel it. I was about to cry yet again. "Hi mom... It's me... Again heh. Today was really good. I met a really sweet guy today. I don't think it's anymore than friends I want to be with him... Although , knowing you. You would probably have teased me about it everyday, but you would like him and I also got a 12 in math again... I've been working really hard with school and my job. I guess it's because I wan't to think about something else than you everyday."

Tears began to slowly slide down my cheeks. Loneliness began creeping up on me again. Although I really couldn't be allowed to say that I was lonely, I do have great friends that support me, and my dad and little brother are there too. Though my dad has it the hardest I guess. It's kinda a miracle that he hasn't turned into an alcoholic. I sniffled and dried my eyes and cheeks for remaining tears when I got myself together. I took off the glove on my left hand and lay it, on top of the grave stone. As if that could get me closer to her. I put down my mothers favorite flowers on her grave, then walked over to a statue of an angel that was conveniently standing in front of her grave. I slid down the side of it and stared at the grave. "I guess that it haven't quite sinked in yet that you're not returning even though that's crazy... It's been a year, and I know that you'll never return... But I just keep waiting to see your sweet smile again... I guess it's stupid huh?" I smile to myself, imagining my mothers sweet smile and kind voice that could cheer everyone up. Suddenly Goosebumps crawled up my back, it felt like someone was watching me. My eyes quickly scanned the area, barely catching the outline of something white-ish and see-through. "What the - ?" Standing up I walked towards it.

Following the person... Or thing I ended on the edge of the cemetery... Which also happened to be on the edge of a cliff... Wtf is wrong with this town anyway?! "who builds a cemetery on a cliff with raging ocean under it?!" I hissed to my self as I slowly walked to the edge and looked down, at the sharp and surely deadly rocks at the bottom. The ocean waves crashed against the rocks destroying anything that could possibly be on the rocks themselves. Gulping, I safely stepped back. "Scary, ain't it?" A smooth male voice said behind me. Quickly spinning around I saw a VERY handsome boy standing in front of me. He had blonde hair and brown eyes that would get any girl to melt. The only problem is his clothes. "Uhh it is... Scary" I smiled nervously, gosh why do I have to be so awkward around hot/cute boys?! I screamed at myself. "S-sorry this may seem crazy but - did you see someone go through here?" "no" He answered quickly, almost before I even finished the question it self. "Oh okay... Uhh if you don't mind me asking... What is your name?" I asked hesitantly, "Angel" ... "Angel?" "yep" I looked at him. Well his name does fit his looks. "What's yours?" "Oh uhh, Cordelia." He smirked and crossed his arms. What caught my eye was his clothes, it looked like something from the 1800. "So Angel, what's with the clothes?" he just kept looking at me. "What do you mean?" What do I mean? How can he not realize that his clothes is kinda wierd. Not to judge him or anything.... "Oh you mean my clothes look like it's from 18th century? Probably because it's kinda hard to change your clothes when your on the bottom of the ocean?" he said. These words confused me... ALOT... 

Staring at him I opened my mouth to say something but it was like my vocal cords had closed themselves up, making it impossible for me to say something. Hoping that he would just explain it to me I looked up at him, only to find him gone... How?! Wasn't he just standing in front of me? "oh well."

Walking back to my mothers grave, I sat in front of her again. "So that was weird... I don't know if you saw that, but I just met a guy... He was pretty weird. Yet he was handsome in that really annoying way?" I sighed after a minute. Getting no response as usual, I got up and began walking home but not leaving the cemetery before whispering "see you next week".