Is He Crazy?

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The next day of school I walked because I did not want to cry in front of Zach. I saw him in the hallway but he did not say anything to me and we did not even make eye contact. It's now been a week since I have talk to Zach and life just sucks without him in my life but it is for the best.

After school the next day no one was home so I just got some ice cream and watched If I Stay because I thought 'maybe it will make me feel better'. But then I hear a knock at the door, maybe it is my dad because he is supposed to be back from work. I open the door and It is the guy I thought was out of my life Zach Clayton.

"What are you doing..." he pushed me against the wall and kissed me.. it was not like the first kiss this was desperate and meaningful like he needed me. It was so hard to tell him to stop but I just couldn't I wanted this for a long time. He pulled me closer by the waist and I put my arms around his neck and leaned in.

He finally pulled away "I can't just pretend we aren't friends and that you don't exist." he said.

"I know it is hard Zach but.. "

"But what Aria.. here I have an idea what about we be friends but with benefits?" he said

"Zach I don't know what if it turns out bad"..

"No strings attached and if there starts to be any feelings we will stop." he said

I wanted more than just being friends with benefits I wanted to date him but that would not happen because of how lame I am and how popular he is.

"Ok fine, but no one can know ".. And he shook his head yes.

After that he left thank god because I can't deal this right now while I was thinking I passed out.

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