Bullied Love.

I groaned as I woke up. I was gonna be late, but then again, it's not like I cared. I got out of my oh, so comfy bed, and walked into the bathroom. Shower time. I usually took forever, but sadly mum didn't give me time for that today. I was rushed to get out, and so I did. I wrapped a towel around myself and walked into my room. Picked out my favorite blue and black bra with matching cheetah print undies. My hair, reaching its way down my back to my butt, was on its way drying, and so all I did was brush it. It was naturally straight so I didn't do much with it. I looked at my body's appearance in the mirror.. my curves were in all the right places, i was about 5"0, i had a "butt" i had "boobs". and i guess i sorta had a thigh gap too.. but my mum hated how I was too skinny. I sighed, and walked towards my closet to look for clothes. I decided on a pair of gray skinny jeans, my sleeping with sirens hoodie, and black vans. as i finished getting dressed, i decided to look in the mirror once again. pleased on how I looked, went over to my bag grabbed it and walked out my door. I took the usual path to school, through the river walk.. it was beautiful down there. and very quiet too. i plugged in my headphones and let "low" play on high. sounds quite ironic doesn't it. i wanted to avoid any, 'painful' situations that I could this morning.. unfortunantly i'm not that lucky. I felt myself fall backwards quickly.

"Did you miss me princess?" Justin's voice said.

"Oh .. if it isn't obvious enough bieber." a sharp pain was felt throughout my entire stomach as soon as he kicked me

"Was that saracasm, i detected?" he asked soon after. I tried speaking, but it hurt way too much to even breathe.

"I'll see you at school, princess." and with that he kissed my forehead, before leaving, kicking me once again in the stomach. I tried to get up, but I needed to breathe.. and that wasn't going to be easy. Why does he do this to me? I am never bad to him.. I don't hurt him like this, I don't hurt anyone like this. I pulled myself up, and held my stomach as I kept walking. Slow and steady step. that's what it took. I made my way into the school, and signed in late at the front desk.. then made my way to the nurse's office. i was in way to much pain to be in class, she asked me what happened

"I tripped on my way here, i was at the river walk and didn't see the rocks in front of me plus i had my headphones in." she believed me, but not entirely. the look on her face gave it away. she let me lay down for a few, and she gave me some pain killers. i layed back, and closed my eyes..

"Darling, you've been in here for an hour and a half.. you need to get to class." the nurse had awoken me.

"oh, alright. well, thank you for your help."

"that's why i'm here." i chuckled, and walked out into the hall, and on my way to my locker. i cautiously went up the stairs, i still felt a bit of pain, but at least some of it was gone. i made it to my locker and opened it up. i threw my stuff for second through last period in there and closed it up, behind there stood .. Justin I jumped back frightned.

"Awh princess, don't be scared." he said as he caressed my face.. I closed my eyes and wished silently that this wasn't happening but it was.

"Where have you been?" he whispered, his fist connecting with my hip. i throttled over in pain.

"The nurse.." i managed to say.

"Oh darling, Poor thing" another sharp pain i felt on my knee as i fell to the floor.

"Justin.. please." i begged, trying to breathe.

"Are you hurt?" he said, as he elbowed my back making my entire body lay onto the ground and i heard myself groan. pain electricuting through my body. I knew then, i couldnt go to class like this. As soon as he walked away, I started to cry.. My tears could no longer stay hidden. nor held. It was too hard. He was being more harsh, more hard on me. I gathered all of my things, and got up slowly. I took one step at a time. And made my way back to the nurse.

"Do you feel worse?"

"Yes."

"Would you like to go home honey?"

"Please."

"Is your mom home?"

"No."

"Do you think you could make it there on your own?"

"Yes."

"You may go, be careful."

"Thank you so much." I said, on my way out the doors. i just couldnt stay there anymore, i was in way too much pain.

I was home, safe and sound. I made my way up to my room, and unclothed myself. i grabbed some shorts, and a tank top put them on. then, i laid in my bed and slept for a bit.

*Justin's POV*

I love her.. it's so bad. i've always loved her. wow, i remember being in 6th grade and watching her for hours. but, i hurt her too. and i watch her, in pain. why am i such an awful person. i need to learn how to control what i do.. how do i show my love for someone so.. fragile?