Crush imagines

loving him from the distance

(I don't really know if he went to the X factor or not)

He used to be my best friend. We did everything together....everyday. That is until he went to the X factor. I couldn't go because it was to much money. I loved him with everything I had. Right now i'm at one of his shows watching him from the distance. I know that sounds like a stalker but....I love him.

There he is up on stage singing a song that everyone knows and loves. I never knew that I would end up loving him from the distance...He was always there for me. Then he stopped calling me and focused on his band witch I totally understand. Every interview they were in I watched..i was so proud of him. I mean this is what he wanted. He always talked about being big even if he was a drop out. I loved his accent it made him who he was....

I miss him

Ashton Irwin was his name

Band 5 seconds of summer

I saw that they were coming back to Sidney. I was scared to see him again. I didn't know what to think. He has changed a lot. I'm scared he won't remember me

I was at home getting ready for work when I got a twitter notification from ash

@ashton Iwin: Sidney Hear I Come!!!!! :) ;)

I cut my phone off and decided to call mrs. Irwin

Phone Call

Hello Mrs. Irwin

Y/n how are you dear

I'm good I wanted you to leave a message for ash

ok dear what would you like me to tell him

Tell him y/n misses him and loves him

sure thing he should be here in a few I'll tell him

Thank you Mrs. Irwin I love you too

I love you too. I hope to see you soon

Bye

Bye dear

Ended

*That night*

I was getting ready for bed when heard the door of my flat open

The only person how has a key is.....................

"hello" I yelled

I was in my bed room getting ready for bed when I herd my bedroom door open

I turned to who I thought I would never see again

Ashton Irwin

"Ashton what are you doing here" I said sadly

"to see you" he said like it was obvious

"No I mean In Sidney" I snapped

"To see my family and friends" he said

"well obviously I'm a friend because you never called me" I said annoyed

"I'm sor- " I cut him off

"Don't say your sorry because I know your not. Save it Ashton"

" What happened to Ash?" he asked

"You left that's what happened" I said

"Y/n listen" he said

"no ash you listen ok. I am in fucking love with ok. I have been ever scents we were kids. Everyday I fell for you more and more. I would admire you from the distance. Make you laugh so I could see your perfect teeth. How we would sit in your living room and you would sit in my lap while I played with you hair. Everyday I fell more and more in love with a guy who would never love me back. But when you left I broke down but you said you were going to call everyday. You did but then after awhile you stopped. That's when I broke down because ash....you left me and I couldn't do it. I cried for weeks to I was emotionally drained. No smiles no laughs just a blank face trying to pretend to be happy. Now that your here I can't help but fall in love with you right over again. Ash I haven't stopped loving you. I never will. I love you so much Ashton Irwin but I'm just a girl from Sidney how was just a friend. So now your standing in my bedroom telling me your sorry when you haven't talked to me in 2 years. Ash I love you but I can't. I think it's best if you go" I said out of breath.

he was silent staring at me mouth agape

I started to walk tords my door when he ran and took me into his arms and kissed me. It was long and tender.

"I love you too y/n. For longer than you have" he said and kissed me again

"I love you" I whispered

"I love you too" he said a kissed my cheek

"ok ash but you really need to go" I said and walked him to the door

"ok well I'll see you tomorrow?" he said

"yes tomorrow" I said and

I went to close to door but he grabbed my wrist before the door closed. I quickly yanked my hand away

"y/n let me see your arm" he said sternly

"why" I said

"let me see it" he said

"ash please" I said

He took my arm and turned it around to look at wrist

There was pink line lining my wrist to where my elbow is

"y/n" he whispered

he kissed everyone of my scares and leaned in to kiss me

"I'll never let anyone hurt you"

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