That One Girl

Chapter Seven: Its over (cont.)

Brianna Pov.

"Why tf do you always mess with these niggas that don't give a shit about you Bri? Stop messing with these lil boys that piss on you! In the end all you gon have is yourself, stop putting Terence before Brianna. I knew something was going on with you, you come every day with this fake smile on your face trying to put up an act for your family but I'm yo older sister yaya, I basically raised you when mama and daddy was In the pin. I know you! You come home with red eyes and just lie and say you stressed out and tired but in reality you crying over this fool!" She yelled pointing over to his now speeding off car. 

I couldn't control my feelings at the moment.

 Every word that was flowing out of her mouth was finally easing into my head, questions after questions were roaming through my mind. 

Why do I continue going back to the dude that don't even love me? 

Care for me, and doesn't even provide for me? 

I didn't even realize that I was crying, until someone came wrapping their arms around me and wiping my tears. 

I was bawling out crying. 

I hugged back, I didn't care who it was, I needed comfort help and advice.

 I needed love.

~Later on that day~

After the whole incident played in front of my eyes, I just needed to go home.

I walked all the way down a little past my school and took the 39 bus that took me in front of a little convenience store around the corner from my house. 10 minutes on the bus and I was really thinking about a lot. How could the closet people in my social life hurt me the most?

I got off the bus with tears in my eyes. I really needed to stop thinking about him and, move on with my life.

Making my way down the street to the store my phone started buzzing and I looked down to see my sister calling. I wasn't really in the mood to talk so I ignored the call and walked into the store.

Walking into the store, eyes were on me I could tell. I turned around to be met with Kaelan. I smiled at him and he smiled back, but I could see a hint of sadness in his eyes. I walked over to him. 

"Hey kae" I smiled up at him 

"wassup bbygirl"

 baby girl? I asked myself in my head. I smirked at his words. 

"Nothing much just finding something to eat" he shook his head and walked away. 

That was weird, I followed after him but he just kept walking. Then I noticed what he was doing. He wanted me to follow him. I eventually stopped and he started laughing. 

"You look like a lost puppy" he laughed but I didn't find anything funny, his words weren't intentionally to hurt my feelings but they did in a way because I thought of the times when I followed after Terence when I knew I should have stopped. 

I walked out the store. 

Kae soon followed my gesture and ran back up to me. 

"Hey what's wrong?" 

"Nothing really, just trying to get back home, but there's a lot on my mind." I bit my trembling lip thinking back to what I went through this past week at school. 

Kaelan soon understood what I was talking about and instantly pulled me into his embrace.

 Is it bad that I almost immediately sunk into his arms? 

I inhaled in his scent and started smiling. 

I felt safe. I felt warmth but most importantly i felt a sense of love.