(A/N: PLL WAS AMAZING...ONE OF THE BEST EPISODES IN SEASON 6...EZRIA ARE ROOTING TOGETHER WHOO...HANNA THE MURDERER WHAT?...AND AAAHHH SEASON FINALE NEXT WEEK...WHO DO YOU GUYS THINK THE TWIN IS!!???
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Chapter 37
Everything that happened was left behind but just for a matter of a night because for once this week I actually got the luxury of real sleep. The stress felt lighter , the anxiety , it just felt like a breath of relief.
Remembering everything Ezra said last night was just...shocking and aching. I couldn't think about it , even though a small part of me still had a grudge on him, I woke up to the same position; his hands wrapped around me while I snuggled into his chest containing all the warmth between the both of us.
As soon as the morning brightness seized between the crack in the curtains I rose up , entangling myself and walking downstairs to a pounding headache , hoping Ezra wouldn't wake up before me.
I just wanted to think.
No. Drama.
I walked downstairs to the empty living room picturing the scene less then a day ago as I sighed in astonishment that it actually happened and he knows, he actually knows and soon enough I didn't realise the voice behind me had already seen me gone.
"Aria."
My body froze slightly as I turned around to his figure looking at me half way through the stairs and all I could do was stare whilst hugging myself tighter. And of course a little smile was induced too.
"Hi" Was all that came out of me with his face again filled with contentment of sorrow.
"I'm making some coffee , want some?" I asked walking towards the kitchen to avoid any conversation about yesterday , I just didn't want to hear it at all.
"Sure" Ezra answered trailing behind me as I moved away from his presence. The only thing I was doing was trying not to talk about anything , just avoid was pacing around me.
Keep it Normal. I can't. You can.
"We need to pick up Lotte from Spencer's." I continued.
"Aria , we need to tal-"
"-and can you take her to kindergarten?" Interrupting him half way. "Please Aria-"
"-We don't need to talk about anything Ezra." My voice gritted taking a sign to calm my nerves down to be suddenly grabbed by my wrist whilst my whole body spun slowly around to face him.
"Yes, we do."He looked down at me intensely as my gaze was still low , refusing to look at him but his stare went right through me to know he was.
It was my one of my disturbing weaknesses.
"Please" Ezra pleaded softly in small whisper as I nodded in agreement , slowly walked towards the couch to sit.
"Your really upset with me aren't you?" He started off looking at my expression.
Silence.
"Well if I was do you think I would be talking to you" I smiled trying to lighten up the mood between us but all he had to do was just intertwine his fingers within mine , and it worked , it always did.
"I don't blame you for being angry , I deserve it. I was a coward. A coward for saying all those things about your past when I had no right to because I was the one who promised you that you'll never remember it."
"Then why did you Ezra, why be upset about one thing then move to another?" I whispered looking for the real answer. If I didn't find that answer fighting I might as well find it now.
"I-I just didn't want to lose you Aria. For once my anger took over me and I was so upset that I said whatever I could think of." Ezra confessed trying as much as he could to make me understand with every words he processed.
"I knew I should've told you but I didn't and you know the reason why I didn't , because I didn't want to hurt you again. No, Ezra I'm sorry for not telling you about it-" Stuttering each time I spoke as tears dared to fall out my eyes.
"Aria , I'm the one who should be protecting you."
"No Ezra please , not again. I don't need protecting."
"Yes you do."
"Tell me why is it so important?" I questioned in denial.
"Because I love you Aria"
He turned his whole self to me and kneeled towards me to look at up my face which was faced down avoiding to look at him.
"Aria, I love you. I should've fought for you , and I decided I was being selfish, and if you had a chance to be happy without the complications , God I would do anything" He poured out cupping my cheeks with high hands twice the size of my petite ones.
"Nothing comes before you and Lotte aria , nothing and this baby will be just fine , that's my promise to you." Then one year fell down causing me to look up towards the ceiling.
"I was wrong and I'm sorry" Ezra whispered closer to me brushing out a stray hair from my cheek as he held it with love while I embraced the moment wholeheartedly.
"Forgive me." I hear causing me to look at him in a small astonishment and he smiled at the fact I remembered.
Memories do last long , they really do.
"Forgive me." And within seconds I fell weak and immediately brushed my lips against his to relive it. The kiss was small , light , refreshing. It was as if our hunger was finally over and was fulfilled. As if it was needed while we took a second of separation to breath.
"Our...coffees getting cold" I whispered in a smile , looking over at it.
"I don't need coffee, I need you" He replied clearing the space between us again.
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