Free And Fearless

I Care!!!

Picture of Pheonix above. Only with sea green eyes. And red at the bottom of her hair.

†Dustins POV†

They park outside an apartment and both climb out she laughs and opens the door of a door and he grabs her ass, as they walk in. My fist ball up at my sides and I hold in the erg to run up and punch his face in. The door closes and I'm stuck out here.

I wait for hours before deciding to go and see what is going on. I take slow steps to the door and nock.

†Pheonix's POV†

I luagh as Carter tickles my sides. I take another drag from the cigarret. The eighth one I ever had in my life. There not addicting to me like some people. I could leave them here and walk away.

There's a nock on the door and I get up to get it. I don't think about what I look like though. Carter and I just got done doing it and I wear one of his see through button up shirts with white lace panties on. I laugh as he takes pictures of me from behind. I open the door and turn to see who it is. I stop in my tracks. A gasp escaping my lips.

Dustin's eyes rake over my body and he licks his lips. I feel Carter behind me and Dustin looks up. His eyes go dark as he looks in between us. His eyes flick to my hand on the door and darken more. I look down and mentally slap myself. With short sleeve shirt you can visably see my scars on my wrist.

I move my hand and Dustin's eyes flick to mine. Then he grabs my hand and pulls me to him. Staring at Carter now as Carter moves forward.

"Its ok Carter" I say.

Carter looks at me and nods.

"We're leaving" Dustin growls.

I nod and go back into the apartment. Getting my jeans on and shirt, I walk out again. Carter already knows who Dustin is.

I quickly walk outside saying bye to Carter. Dustin walks in front of me angry as we begin home.

A few minutes pass and he turns.

"Why him" he asks.

"What do you mean" I ask looking up at him startled.

"Why do you go to him. Date him. I've seen him with thousands of girls. He's cheating" Dustin yells.

I don't know what happens inside me but I explode.

"Because I hate myself. I'm ugly, no one will ever date me. I'm a worthless piece of shit and I can't be loved. I'm unloved and uncared for. The only person who makes me feel good is Carter or when I cut. My brother loves me but I want more then brotherly love" I yell, tears streaming down my face.

"I care. Fuck I care so much for you Pheonix. I've known you two months and I already care so much for you. Not like a brother would a sister but care. Your buetiful, funny, and awesome to hang with. Dammit I care so much I might love you" he yells.

I just stare at him through my tears. His blue eyes stare at me intently. His muscles relax and he steps forward until where nose to nose.

"I care for you, Pheonix" he whispers.

"I don't know if you care back or not. But I care so much it hurts" he says soflty.

He brings his hand to my cheek and I let out a shaky breath.

"I care for you too" I finally say.

A small smile plays on his lips and he moves closer, if possible. Grabbing my hips he looks down at my lips, licking his lips. He kisses me. His lips are soft and move in sync with mine. His hands squeeze my hips and I wrap my arms around Hus neck. Bringing him even more closer. The cold is gone and his body warmth envelopes me. My heart warms and I feel something I never though I would. Love!!!!

†Dustins POV†

I'm kissing her. Her pink plump lips move in sync with mine and she has her arms wrapped around my neck. Her body pressed as far as she could get against mine. My hands holding her hips tight. Not wanting to let go. My tongue dances with hers. We pull back after a few minutes and I stare at her bueatiful sea green eyes. I feel something move inside me and crash. My walls I've spent years building, sculpting to fit me. They just crashed. They crashed for her. Some girl I've known for only two months but I feel something for her. Something I never though I would feel. Love!!!!!

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