"I don't kiss a stranger," I said fighting the voice in my head shouting to let him kiss me. No, we barely know each other and though I am not denying that I like him, I still think about my dignity. I want to show him that I am not like any other girls who are easy to get.
"Am I still a stranger to you?" he asked.
"I don't know you and I am not interested to get to know you," I lied.
"Then why did you ask about my past relationships last night?"
"There is a difference between curiosity and interested."
"Then tell me the difference," he challenged.
Gosh, I need google.
"I was curious and I did not intentionally ask that just because I am interested to know you," I finally said after a long pause.
"So you're telling me that the difference is the intent?"
"You know what, just sleep and don't touch me," I said sitting and hooking my bra from the back.
"You have a flawless back," he expressed while I search for the zipper of my dress from the back.
"Let me help you," he offered. I felt his hand and I immediately slapped it away.
"No, thanks," I said and finally I touched the zipper of my dress. I zipped it up and he asked, "You sure you don't want a goodnight kiss?"
Gosh he's so desperate for a kiss. Why?
"Can you please shut up and just sleep?" I raised my voice and fixed myself as I lie. I moved a little away from him and faced on my side. Gosh, it's really hot plus the fact that he's making me feel tenser, this is torture.
As I am trying to sleep, he speaks with his husky tone, "Would it be nice to feel someone's touch right now? Those gentle hands tenderly slithering on the skin. That contact making you feel the fire in you as you sweetly surrender on every thrust. Hmmm... How about the..."
He's making me feel so sweaty and horny. He needs to stop before I lose control of myself. "Shut your f*cking mouth fool," I said faking a sleepy voice. Then there was silence for seconds and then he speaks again...
"It's been a year since I last had sex with the one I thought the love of my life. As what I have said last night, she betrayed me and my life became miserable... But I admit, I still love her and I miss her and I can see her in you, so I am sorry for acting this way to you."
"I am not her okay? So stop making me feel something," I said.
"I am curious to know, what's that something I am making you feel?"
Gosh, this makes me feel pee. I don't want to answer his question so I got up and went out. I need to pee.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"Just don't follow me," I said walking out. But then he followed me and he caught me by the hand.
"Where are you going?" he asked and this time I can see demand on his eyes.
"I need to pee, okay?" I rolled up my eyes at him and he released me.
I went behind a large rock by the sea. I peed not removing my glare at him.
So he really doesn't like me or he likes me but just because he can see his cheater ex girlfriend in me. What are you thinking Jennifer, huh? He's not the one you are looking for. You deserve someone better who will like, want and love you just the way you are and not because he can see some other girl in you. Forget about that fool because when you get out from this island, you will meet better men and a lot nicer than him.
After I peed and debated with myself, I went back to the shelter leaving him outside standing.
I lied down and he appears coming in the shelter with a smirk on his face, "So I made you feel pee huh?""NO!" I shouted angrily. "Just f*cking sleep okay!"
He was shut and I forced myself to sleep.
The next morning, I woke up without him by my side. I peeked out and I found him on the sea trying to catch a fish. What's with him huh? He's not lazy today.
I walked by the bay and watch him as he struggles to target a fish. Okay, I try not minding about his body but he's divine. I can't help myself glancing at those guns and muscles. Suddenly he turns around and caught me lustfully looking at him. I immediately looked down and swallowed hard."Are you hungry?" he asked.
I didn't answer but instead I asked, "What's with you today?""You scared the hell out of me last night so I think I need to... you know hmm... are you angry at me?"
"So you feel guilty?"
"Yeah, I was disrespectful. I don't know, I think I am bipolar. I am sorry."
"Apology accepted but please hurry because my stomach is hurting," I acted so hungry.
Gosh, I am also hungry for him. I want to touch those bumps he possesses. Don't be so naughty Jennifer! My inner self shouts at me."Okay, I'll try to hurry this up. Anyway, I cracked a coconut for you," he points out at the coconut near the shelter.
As I savor the coconut water, I watch him and gosh he is jaw dropping especially when he runs his fingers through his hair. Sweats and sea water drip down on his fine line and gosh I feel so weak. He suddenly flashed a smile on me and I choked feeling the butterflies in my tummy.
He shown me a fish he just caught. I controlled myself from smiling and just gave him a flat awkward nod. He walked to me. Gosh, he needs to get dressed. I should prevent myself from the torture."Can you wear your slacks?" I bravely asked him.
He smiled and said, "It's hot babe. My a** can't breathe in those slacks. Anyway, you start a fire and I'll try to catch more fish for tonight's dinner."
He puts the fish on the rock and went back to the sea. I then started to build a fire and grilled the fish. While grilling, I heard his loud scream. What happened?
I ran to him and found out that he was stung by a jellyfish on the right leg. He panics.
"Am I going to die now?" he asked so worried.
"Don't overact okay? You need to pee on your leg," I told him.
"But I just peed awhile ago and I don't feel any urine coming out from me right now," he said.
He then flashed a meaningful stare at me.
"I am not going to pee on you, okay," I shook my head.
"Baby, choose life or death?" he's totally playing with my conscience. Gosh, what will I do?
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Lost and Found (Harrifer)
FanfictionStrangers, hating each other throughout; but a man and a woman found love in a hopeless place.