I am pathetic
I am meaningless
I am worth less than anything in this universe.
My feelings are invalid
My character is a malfunction
My mouth should be simply kept shut.
I deserve to be in pain
I deserve to suffer
I deserve the hate I receive from others and myself.
And yet, when I'm with you
The world is a beautiful place.
I forget what it meant to despise myself.
My frowns are replaced with smiles.
I would even wonder what negativity is.
With you, I remember what happiness felt like.
However, this is not wonderland and I am not Alice.
I am not Cinderella, waiting for you, my Prince Charming to sweep me off my feet.
For I am the sleeping beauty who refuses to wake up to reality.
I am the evil step sister, patiently waiting for karma to execute my punishment.
In the meantime,
Please hold me in your arms;
whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
As I drift into my fantasy world one more time;
a world where you and I would be happy together.
A/N: Omg these are all just old poems rip I still can't write ;-;
