Falling In Love With The Bad Boy Next Door [Exo Kai/Jongin](Ft. BTS)[COMPLETED]

Chapter 36 : Regret

Min Young's POV

At the hospital~

"Min Young-ah! Are you okay?" Kai ran towards me who was standing in front of the ICU room, alone.

Instead of answering him, i spread my arm and hugged him tightly then cried on his chest.

"Kai-ah.. It's... It's my... fault" i sobbed.

"Shhh.. Don't say anything.. Calm yourself first.." He said, stroking my hair gently.

I followed his advice, then inhaled the air while trying to make myself calm.

"Shhh... It's okay.. It's none of your fault" he hugged me tighter as I burried my face on his chest.

I slowly started to be calm and tried to make my breath stable.

He released from the hug then wiped my tears away with his thumbs.

"Hey, look at me.. Stop crying okay? Now tell me slowly how can this happened" he said with his soft voice.

"It should be me, Kai! I'm the one who should be crashed by the car but Seulgi unnie saved me..."

Once again, the incident flashed back to my mine.

"It happened so fast before i could even react, Kai. When i glanced at her, she has already laid on the road, with blood all over her head. I could see blood everywhere around me... I hate... blood... I just can't bare to see it again. It's all my fault" i then bursted into tears again.

Kai pulled me into his embarce for the second time then put his palm on the back of my head.

"Hey... Don't blame yourself, Min Young-ah... It's not your fault okay? Not at all. Please don't talk like that..." He hugged me tighter.

"But *sob*it somehow *sobs* felt like it was my fault... What *sobs* should i do then?"

Kleck!

Chanyeol oppa came out from the doctor office.

"Oppa, how's unnie condition? Is Seulgi unnie alright? What did the doctor said? Is it a serious case?" I quickly attacked him with questions right after I released from the hug.

"Doctor said, her head hitted the car hardly that's why Seulgi needs a surgery. But Seulgi have to wake up from the coma in order to do the surgery. Seulgi's condition is a quite serious case.

She's also broke her right leg bone. Doctor said, she wouldn't be able to walk for a few weeks or months" Chanyeol oppa explained then sighed.

"I will inform her parents first, They have to know this"

My jaw dropped wide open.

I was damn speechless.

Jesus Christ, what have i done?

I've just made her develops a disability.

She likes to dance a lot and i knew exactly, that she needs to practice for the dance competition.

But because of me, everything ruined.

She can't be able to walk or even dance!

Dance is her life, winning a competition is everything for her, but i just took her happiness away.

It's all because of me! It's all my fault! I hate myself!

"O-ppa... Joesonghamnida... I'm so sorry oppa... I'm so sorry.. I don't deserve to be here" with that, i ran away from them.