Chapter 12: What Does the World have Against Me?

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I sighed slightly, as I slowly got up, and wandered outside.

"Standing on a bridge.

Waiting in the dark.

I thought you

Would be here

By now.

Nothing but the rain.

No footsteps on

The ground.

There's a lot of

Noise I can't hear a sound.

Ain't anyone trying

To find me?

Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night!

Trying to figure

Out this life!

I want you to

Take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new....

I don't know where you are, but I'm......

I'm with you.

I'm with you......"

I sang softly as I walked outside by the Black Lake.

I took a deep breath, and once I was by the coast of the lake, I closed my eyes, and began to walk into it.

With one deep breath, I went all the way underwater.

I was almost successful, with my mission, when a big black dog grabbed me, and pulled me into a tree.

I coughed and coughed once the dog and I were in there.

The dog morphed.... And it turned into a guy....

Sirius Black.

"Your innocent." I stated, smally.

He nodded. "How do you know?"

"I don't know. I just have a feeling." I shrugged.

My red hair was all wet; it was dripping onto the floor, and I was shivering. I kept coughing, and some water came up.

"Madison."

"How do you know my name..."

"I was friends with your parents- best friends. I'm Harry's godfather."

"Oh." I said, smally.

"Why were you walking into the Black Lake? At this time of night?"

"I was trying to.... To drown myself.." I smally muttered to Sirius.

His grey eyes widened. "Why?" He asked, concerned.

"Because he cheated on me."

"Who?"

"George Weasley. We've gone out since my first year, and.... I should of known!" I cried into his shoulder.

He patted my back and comforted me.

"So you try to commit suicide because of that?" He asked me.

I nodded. "I'm... I'm sorry for crying on you.."

"It's okay. Sometimes we just need to let our feelings out. That's why we cry."

I nodded.

"Sirius... Thanks."

"Your welcome."

"I'll come and visit you soon, okay?"

"Okay. I'll hold you to that."

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The next morning was very hard for me. Espicialy when I faced George in the common room when I got back from the Whomping Willow.

"Listen, Madison- I really don't like you."

"Okay. I see."

"Yea. It's not me, it's you."

"Nice." I sarcastically said.

"Julie and I have been going out since you got.. Er... Petrified last year, and so, I love her."

"So.... So.... You've been cheating on me for about a year?"

"Yep. And when I'm with Julie, I realise... The world doesn't matter. Only she matters."

I refused to let a tear fall from my cheek. However, I failed miserably.

"So, what are we?"

"We're done, Madison. I never did love you." He announced to me.

I sniffed and nodded.

"But.... Just don't come crawling back to me." I said as I went up stairs to my room.

Sometimes...

You have to set what you love free- and if they truly love you, they'll come back.

I couldn't help bit collapse on my bed, and sob.

Hermione's P.o.v.

I could hear Madison's sobs. I had heard what happened between George and her- yes, I was eavsdrping.

Get a grip, gosh.

Yea, I can be bad ass!

Honestly, I was very worried for her. I don't want her to do what's he did when she was in fourth and fifth grade at her muggle primary school (A/N: READ BOOK ONE TO KNOW).......

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Wow! Three updates in one day!

A new record for this series!

~ Madison

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