WEAK (A Sam Pottorff Fan Fiction)

Terrible Mistakes

Mia's POV

I kept replaying what happened just now and tried to shake it off. I went back to trying to help Cameron. I went to the freezer and grabbed and ice pack. I walked up the stairs up to the guest room.

"CAMERON?" I closed the door behind me to feel to strong hands grab me by the waist. I let a little shriek escape from my lips in fear but then realized it was him and felt comforted.

"Is it fixed?"

"Um. Yeah."

"Good. Hey. Mia?"

"Yeah Cam?"

"I really like you, like a lot. Ever since we started talking a few months back. And I hope you feel the same way." He then spun me toward him putting our faces inches apart.

"I felt the Same way." Because I did. I did, past tense, because I think I may be falling for Sam too. Without time to think, his lips were already on mine, he was getting quite aggressive and it was sloppy. his tongue begged for entrance but I was a bit hesitant in allowing him as his hand played with my hair. We fell on to the bed, where Cameron got on top of me, deepening the kiss. His hands went from my waist to trailing up under the fabric of my shirt. This didn't feel right, not with him. I stopped kissing him but he didn't stop to kiss me back.

As his kisses began to trail down my jaw bone I called his attention"Cameron. I-I-I just can't do this. Im sorry. It just doesn't feel right." I raise my self trying to avoid his kisses.

"My Fault. I shouldn't take advantage of you."

"No it's fine, I didn't want to give you the wrong idea when you can waist you time on someone better."

"What? Why would you say that? It would be a pleasure to waist my time on you and At least your upfront. I'll take you home, come on."

" Thank.I just, I though I liked you. I mean I really did, well I still do. But our friendship is worth holding on to and I don't want to ruin it because of my confusion. Thanks for being awesome. I want someone good for you, someone a hell of a lot better than me. And as you can see, I am not a better version of myself so that would be a bit difficult don't you think?!" I rapped my arms around his chest giving him a small hug. I could feel him chocking up but I knew he understood. He was such a great person, I felt terrible. I hugged him tighter, nuzzling my head in his chest and he had his fingers tracing circles on my back. We stood there for a few minutes like that before we took off.

I got home and awkwardly thanked Cameron, Apologizing once again, wow I wasn't going to live this down.

I got home to see Alexa and Rebecca watching movies on the couch.

"You look like a mess" Rebecca exclaimed

"It's a long story that I will explain later but right now I need to go to Sam's house."

When i got to my room i just broken down, I was a very sensitive person. I felt horrible being responsible for someone else's disappointment. Im so stupid.I decided to change into something more comfortable. I pulled my hair into a top knot I pulled on a pair of yoga leggings and put on a regular red hoodie with a pair of nikes.

I went outside to see the remains of the flowers thrown in the bush. My heart shattered. I gathered them all up and got in my car. I pulled up into the drive way at Sam's house and knocked on the door literally shaking.