Chapter 20

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A tear rolled down my cheek of the thought of me lying to the two special people in my life. It was a week ago, but it still hurts.

The wind never pulled me, I jumped. I had everything planned out to the minute. I needed a break and I figure out a way.

I was glad my nurse was in on it. It was a nice break, I knew it wasn't gonna last forever, but I wanted a break.

Your probably thinking 'why didn't she just go home?' Well paps and fans could bombard me, here I have privacy and security.

It's hard seeing them hurt, but telling then could hurt them more. What they don't know can't hurt them, right?

I look at the window on the right of the door. It has blinds, with light seeping through them. I can see people walk by and go different ways.

I watch two people walk pass the right window, but don't appear on the window on the right side.

The handle on the door, slowly creaks as it turns. The door is pushed open slowly, Liam pokes his head through the door and he walks in with Zayn behind.

"Hey, girly." Liam says sitting on one side of my hospital bed as Zayn sits in the other.

"Hey, did you?" I ask Liam pointing to Zayn.

"Yes. I told him." Liam says.

I told Liam about this, because I knew he would ask questions about every single thing. I thought he could tell Zayn, so I could have some backup if something happens.

"I agree. I almost did that once. After the first time we got mobbed, I felt like I should have jumped out of our flat, but luckily I stopped myself." Zayn explained, this dude goes deep.

"I didn't think though. I just jumped, I'm just glad you guys aren't yelling at me." I say to them.

"Oh we will." Liam jokes around with me.

"Oh, the boys and Cassie are coming in 10 minutes, so you should put on a tired face." Zayn says to me.

"Okay." I say then we all sit in a peaceful silence.

Zayn and Liam both get up and walk over to the chairs and sit down. They both get on their phones.

I slump down in my hospital bed, and I look around the room I've been living in for the past week.

I look to my right and watch the screen monitor my heart beat. I look down at my right arm with the IV in it. I do need it, the crash has still left some wounds, that still needed care.

Then I look at the tray that has an empty bowl that had fruit loops in it, a banana peel, and half empty orange juice glass.

Then I look to the desk with all this equipment under all of it. On top of the desk was gifts. From stuffed animals with cheesy 'Get Well!' stuff to cute 'Get Well' cards to balloons.

It was sweet, but no one knew about it. I'm gonna tell my sister, when my parents and her come to visit.

Janelle was the sweetest older sister ever, I trusted her with the secret that I got an F on a big test. She even forged the signature.

We shared a room so we were as close as can be. My parents, I couldn't. We weren't that close.

My mother was a realtor and my father worked from 6 am to 10 pm. So Janelle and I were always together.

She got me through heartbreak and I got her through heel break.

I'm glad I get to see her again.

Then I move my eye towards the windows, then I see figures that claim my friends.

I close my eyes ready to face them.

"Knock, Knock." Niall's accent rings through the room.

"Come in." I say in a fake tired voice.

"Hey, Coco Puffs." I hear Louis say, then I see him set down flowers with the rest of the 'gifts'.

"Hey, Waldo." I say to him referring to the Where's Waldo? game.

"So how ya doin'?" Cassie asks referring to one of my favorite songs.

"Nothing's changed, except meds were changed." I explain.

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"Well we are gonna go, babe." Niall says kissing my forehead as everyone leaves the room. It hurts me to know that he thinks that I'm hurt more than I really am.

"Bye, babe." I say to him waving as he leaves.

After he leaves I watch his figure leave, through the blinds.

After a minute of watching myself wiggle my toes, my door opens.

I see familiar blonde hair with like 7 stripes of red in it. The sparkling blue eyes that twinkle in the light.

"Hey, Chica." Her voice flows in the air like an angel. I swear boys follow her.

"Hey, Jangel." I say combining her name and angel together. Bam!

"Mom and Dad couldn't make it. They moved, while you were being famous and I was at college they moved and didn't tell me where. So yeah." She says trying to make it happy.

"They never did talk to us. So, whatever. Plus I need to talk to you. " I tell her. She walks over and sits on the bed and looks at me with worry in her eyes.

"What is it?" She asks with concern in her voice.

I explain everything to her, after I finish she gives me a hug.

A tear rolls down her face and I wipe it.

"Don't cry about me."

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A/N

On side is Sam and Janelle!!!

-Sam:]

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